Irrashaimasei~! My Never-Ending Story

What am I?

I am a head-turner.
I am angelic. I am innocent.
I am loud. I am simple.
I am possessive. I am obsessive.
I am different. I am special.
I am soft-hearted. I am a giver.

You shall be so fascinated
that you will wake up the next morning
and wonder if you have met God the night before.

Yes, you have.

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LOSE YOURSELF
in this wild mix of colours.

Speech Bubbles

Talk to me
I don't bite. Hard. ~_^

COS THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
that you will find laughter.

DANCE LIKE AN ELEPHANT
squeal like a pig.

All I Want

Alternate Realities.

My own house.

My own car.

More jigsaw puzzles to fix.

Fall in love.

Rule the World.

Burn School DOWN.

JUMP, SCREAM, WAVE
YOUR HANDS AROUND
as if you've just lost your mind.

Touch the Sky!

COS WE'RE GONNA
PAINT THE TOWN RED
and we're gonna do it tonight.

Quoting Anonymous

SO STOP YOUR COMPLAINTS
and join the chaos.

Who am I?

I am a student from NTU.
I am from Singapore.
I am 22.
I am a Gemini.
I am loved.
I am a Child of God.

I am Ketsurui.

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THERE WILL NEVER BE
another dimension like this.

Snoozy

Monday, December 03, 2012 10:58 pm

My mind is no longer on studies.

Sigh. Hell. My mind is in some state of shambles now. I'm missing home so bad that it isn't funny anymore. Just the thought of wanting to see Tabby makes me cry already.

And I was talking to Kyoya about what to do for my future, because after I decided, and seeing Cross' reaction to it, it made me unsure of it's really worth it. And I basically received a toned-down "I told you so" mini talk by Kyoya.

So yes yes. You were right all those years back.

I was just too stubborn to see it. And I didn't want to admit it either. So yes. By coming here, and struggling as I am now, I basically proved your point right.

As for what I am to do now... Well... The ball's in my court, and only I can decide what to do... It's just a matter of reconciling my own mind with my decision.

Heh... I don't even know why I'm still clinging onto this like it'll cost me my life. I don't even know what am I clinging onto this course for...

All I know is that I'm too homesick to be any form of happy here...

Sigh. Kyoya is right... For someone like me... Being here is nothing short of torture.

And as for Cross... Sigh. I don't know how to react, to be honest... Even now... I still have no idea how to react anymore.

Heck. Not just my mind, my emotions are in a mess too. Heh. Luckily I fell sick. It's easier to explain my down mood. Sigh... I need time... Away from school, away from everything. And just go home and just think things through...

Unfortunately, home is God-knows-how-many miles away... So I guess I'll just bear with this until I get home... Heh... I wonder which will break first... My mind or my heart.

Back to the present?

LIVE IT UP
Suck it up dude.

JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.