Ugh
Thursday, November 29, 2012 9:39 pm
Ok... First off... While attempting to recollect my thoughts, I shall post a meme from Ochibi's blog.
happy: Happy Happy Day -
Ryoma Echizen
love: Accidentally in Love –
Counting Crows
hate: Hate You Hate You –
Woman Power
light: Candle Lights -
BoA
dark: After Dark –
Asian Kung-Fu Generation
good: Don't Stop the Music –
Rihanna
bad: Bad Boy –
Big Bang
smile: Helpless When She Smiles –
Backstreet Boys
cry: Cry for the Dream –
Hikaru Midorikawa
girl: Be My Girl –
JYJ
boy: Boys & Girls –
LM.C
sad: Sadistic Love –
Kat-Tun
lost: Lost Without You –
Delta Goodrem
night: The Last Night –
Skillet
day: One Day One Dream –
Unknown
wolf: Heaven's Not Enough –
Steve Conte
robot: -
dance: I Don't Wanna Be in Love -
Good Charlotte
time: Bacchanal TIME –
D-51
life: Ai ta Kokoro –
UVERworld
death: -
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Ok... Enough procrasination... What the hell do I want?
Heh. I remembered before I entered Uni, I wanted to make things. At first I was thinking about making stuff in a lab and all, hence, my interest in bio. Which made me move towards the bio/biomed area.
But now... I don't know. I still love making things for people. Hence, why I really enjoyed my little bubble tea job. And I would actually love to find a job where I can make stuff for people.
And this course... Well... After the internships and all, I realise that I can't bring myself to care for strangers like that. I'm not that big-hearted. And well... I know stubbornness is the reason why I keep to my course. That and I had a feeling God had something more for me installed in this course...
But now... I don't know.
Heh... Look at me. To be so damn pathetic after one failure. Oh ye of little faith.
But honestly, I actually don't have any confidence in my chinese anymore... And I'm frankly quite tired of studying already... Sigh...
There are better days like today. Where the day has interesting moments. Then there will be days of endless boredom.
And it's really hard to deal with them. On top of the loneliness and homesickness and everything...
Now... I guess I'm just in this course for the people. People like Kyoya, Sweetie and Tamaki. For Nick and HN. For... Just my classmates, I guess. Sigh...
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