YES! I finally figured out what to call two people in my class. Hm... Provided I remember their nicknames of course. XD But I have a feeling I'd be using them every once in a while. Haha! Hammer and Spike. ~_^ for those who dont know what those names mean, you can wiki it. XD it'll probably give you a clue on who I'm talking about. XD
Anyway, I'm supposed to be studying but I'm not... ^^" well... As of the moment, I'm definitely not feeling the stress. It feels like I still have years to prepare for my exam (I actually only have less than a week left).
And recently, the guys in my class are... Trying to get the government to do something about the future of TCM in Singapore. I mean... There is potential, definitely. Heck, even US sees the potential in TCM. But our wonderful beloved country doesn't. So if nothing is done, basically, everyone in our course is doomed. Yay.
So yeah. For me... Regardless of what I want, I need to find a job. Preferably one that pays well. Never mind me. But one of my dreams is to see my brother go to a university and do what they love doing, movies. So I guess it's just a matter of which dreams I need to postpone and which dreams matter more to me. =/
I guess I have to postpone the dream of getting my own home then... My dream of traveling round the world... I can slowly fulfill it as I work, play, R and R, etc. Haha! Yes. Those are the only 2 dreams of mine I'm not willing to give up. XD
But for now, I have no idea what I'm gonna do. As much as I want to be some idealist and think I can be some world-class researcher or some traveling doctor that goes round the world curing patients and stuff, but I can't. That realistic side of me is practically laughing at the sheer idiocy of it all. So I guess, for now, I have to see how things turn out and see where I can and cannot go I guess...
I seem to be waiting for a lot of things to happen these days... Whatever happened to taking charge? =/ Then again, being the slow person that I am, I want to see how things turn out (and hope they turn for the better) before deciding anything. Zzz. I sound like some indecisive female. OMG.
This... Is exactly how I choose my uni courses, by the way... I've never regretted the decision that I've made, although on hindsight, I could have chosen something better. But still, I'm here and I have to make the most of it. And it's not like my course is a living hell (I mean, yes, it is, but it's interesting. And that's a major plus side to me).
Anyway, back to my notes... While I do feel like i have forever to study, I know I don't so have that much time, so like it or not, I MUST study. =(