Yay! Mid-terms are over!!! =DDD Personally, I believe that I have improved these past few years, despite whatever my results may say.
For one, I am now able to write more than a couple of lines for the short answers and long essay questions! Whoo! Although my answers may not be all that correct... But still. Small victories! Yay!
And now... Just to get things off my chest...
About Sexy. Yes. He's been a constant bother on my mind for the past few days. Cause I'm still trying to kinda emotionally define him, like what I did with Kyoya. Except that for Kyoya, I had at least a year to stabilise our relationship and my emotions before I had to figure this out. For Sexy... It's like a crash course. I have to define him SOON, otherwise my wonderful mind will automatically just send him on that one way track down to the category of "I like you that way". Zzz. Sometimes, it's a pain to think like a guy, and being so one-track minded and all.
Anyway, as of the moment (if it wasn't obvious enough), I'm kinda emotionally attached to Sexy... But there's a problem.
You see, Sexy is the kind of person that bonds very quickly... And withdraws very quickly too... It feels like someone giving me some super high drug, and just as I'm getting addicted, he takes it away... Zzz. Talk about leaving me emotionally high and dry. Zzz. (And I'm reminded of Katy Perry's "Hot and Cold"...)
As for me... I take a while to bond... Hence, I'll be... a little on the clingy side at first, but once everything settles down, I'll want some personal space too. ^^" But oh well... Since Sexy has withdrawn for now, I will make use of the time to sort through my feelings for him.
As of the moment, if I step away from all the emotional jargon and attachment and shit, Sexy currently gives me the vibe of a younger brother. (Doesn't help that I have a brother complex. Yay.) But... Other than that... I can't figure out what he is to me. He pulls away way too quickly... Then again... He's the sort to enjoy missing people... -_- I don't. Anyway, my interactions with him is way too little to properly figure much out. Zzz. So I just have to deal with all the emotional bits myself. Zzz!
Oh. And some other interesting things I found out yesterday. XD Apparently, I was talking to this guy over MSN (he's my brother's friend actually. Why he added me I have no idea.) and he told me I look pretty with long hair, but cute with short hair.
Ah... I was actually quite amused by him. For one, I only first met him when I was in RiverLife Church. I've had short hair since then until now... He has never seen me with long hair. So I asked him how he know how I look with long hair.
Apparently, he's been stalking me on FB. =O Hahaha! He's adorably funny. XD Then again, he is younger than me. =P That was my amusement for last night. XD Oh, and he prefers it if I keep my hair short, though he as no objections to me keeping it long either. =X
Anyway, today shall me my retail therapy day. I have to shop for birthdays and Valentine's Day, and run errands while I'm at it. XD And I'm already WAY behind in terms of my studying... Sigh... I need a Time Turner.