Ok. Pardon me while I freak out over meeting an unknown professor today for FYP. To be honest, I didn't know I would get the opportunity to meet so quickly. Apparently, Kitty emailed the prof a while before, so he had an idea of a project for her.
And since I was... A surprise package, they didn't really have anything planned for me. But I told him my interest and stuff, and I didn't mind doing follow-up when I return from China, so I hope he can squeeze in some project for me... XD
And no, they're not taking any more students. So lucky me! =^^=
Hopefully, I can do something on GI cancer. XD Cause Kitty mentioned about cancer in her area of interest, and he only had ideas for that, so I suppose of all the cancers I would do, I rather do something on GI (or gastro-intestinal for those who don't know what it means). OMG. I was really nervous.
And they bought us drinks. I feel kinda bad now. ^^" Anyway, long story short. They don't have anything for me at the moment. And most likely, they'll only confirm the projects with us in late Feb or so.
But the prof say that the SBS head wouldn't mind some last minute entries. After all, it's a bitch to play match-making with the students' area of interest and the projects available. So if there are some confirmed projects, they probably won't mind. XD
And I'm really glad the prof helped speak up for us. Because really... 3 months is wayyyyyy too short to do any proper project with thesis and all.
Sigh... A part of me is really excited. Like, OMG. It's really happening! I'm gonna do a project on something patho-related. I'll be working in SGH. I'll be doing research!!! OMGGGG!!! Yeah. It's making me high.
Yet there's this potential of being rejected, no projects available because they couldn't come up with something to do in such a short time, me being a disappointment, doing something I don't want to do, etc. So yeah. It's kinda nerve-wreaking too. Zzz!
I really don't want to disappoint. I want to really learn all there is to learn in the lab. Doing all sorts of things and learn all sorts of stuff. And working in a lab full-time and all. XD So... Haha! I'm now a whole bundle of feelings. ^^"
Doesn't help that my mid-term is on FRIDAY!!! HOLY MOTHER OF SHITAKE MUSHROOMS!!! And I haven't really gone past Chapter 2. (Which reminds me... I need to be studying. Why am I here?!)
AHHHH!!! So ya. Now I'm all jittery and a bundle of mess. XD In a good and bad way I guess.
And I need to go V Day shopping... I have a list of things to buy for different people. And things to make for certain people. And Shell's birthday is coming up!!! AND I HAVE YET TO GET HER SOMETHING!!!
I NEED TO GO SHOPPING. BUT I HAVE NO TIME!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Ok. Breathe. I'm alright.
I'm alright.