Sigh... I have no idea is Kyoya's mood rubbing off onto me, or it's me that's rubbing off onto Kyoya, or is my moodiness from an entirely different source, and Kyoya's just being Kyoya... All I know is that my state of mind is down in the dumps.

And it's amplified whenever I'm at home, especially when I'm alone. Zzz! In school... Well... I've been doing lots of things to distract myself (and getting a headache from over-stimulation), but the moodiness is always there in the background, I guess... Being around people lessens the effect but still...

ARGH. This is one pain in the head!

Personally, I just want to sleep everything away. But then my STUPID BRAIN reminds me that I have a freaking test coming up and that thought is bugging me to study even nothing is going in. And. ARGH. (I sometimes feel I'm such an eloquent person. =/)

Maybe I'm over-thinking things and am just sleep deprived. Or maybe I'm just missing people too much... (HEAR THAT OCHIBI!!!) Zzz.

Why are all the people in my life currently so emo-ish too though?! Zzz! Kyoya is emo cause... Well... It's Kyoya. And it's CNY. Sexy is emo cause of relationship issues... Namely, playing psychiatrist to those people with said issues. Then there's Cross. Who is emo because Yuki is still busy with CNY.

Normally, I would say it's cute that he misses her so, but as of the moment, it's not helping my current state of mind... And these days I just look at my calendar and sigh... So many things to do, so little time!!! And whenever I look at my patho book, I sigh some more... (Ok... I think I need some 逍遥散 right about now...)

Actually, all I wanna do right now is go to a really REALLY scenic place and emo to myself while enjoying the nature. ... Sounds weird but it's actually a rather good combi.

Zzz. My brain hurts... Either I'm lacking blood, water, sugar or all 3... Zzz...

Sigh... I miss Yuki...

Back to the present?