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Tuesday, January 17, 2012 8:54 pm
First of all, I apologise for my previous post... I was moody... =( Sorry.
Kyoya and Cross both asked if I was PMS-ing. WTH?! Dudes, I don't think I ever had PMS... If I did, I never knew... >.>
Anyway, my current emotions are now more messy than turbulent. Ugh. I feel bi-polar.
As of the moment, whatever I'm feeling is borderline emotionally clingy (ugh...), and I'm trying to ignore the clingy part of it. I'm not really a clingy person... If I become clingy, by the end of the week, I will be the one feeling suffocated... Then I would want to emo to myself AGAIN. UGH. It's an endless cycle! (It's like my dream... Holy crap!)
So yeah... I'm trying to figure out a balance between both sides for now.
And chinese... Oh God. Chinese... O.o! I swear, the teacher is out to liquefy my brain! Zzz! And I can't care what Kyoya says... Even though he hates my studying method, it's really the only way I know to sort of pull up my grades. =( Yes, I know. Shoving babbles of chinese into my head is only a short term measure. And it's really a study-for-exams method. But I am not getting another D, darnit!
I can't afford another D actually...
Besides, with my current grades, I might as well don't graduate... With a GPA of 2+, who on Earth would hire me? =/ People would always say that GPA doesn't matter in the work place, but the first screening of any form of work is always the FREAKING GPA. So yeah... I have to pull up my stupid grades.
Ah... And I need to remind myself not to be too touchy with Kyoya... He gets irritated way too easily nowadays... Sometimes I myself wonder who's the one with mood swings... =P
Sigh... I want Sexy... Us touchy people must band together! Mwhahaha! (I'm losing my mind... I can feel it...)
Sigh... I want someone to hugggg... Yuki! Where is that girl when you need her? Zzz!
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