I swear I suffer from memory loss sometimes... =/
Anyway...
Ah crap... I forgot what else was I gonna write...
Oh yes. I found out a couple of days ago that I'm not the only one who finds A kinda creepy. It's not obvious at first (it is to Cross, but not to me), but the more I get to know him... The more I wish he would stay xxx metres away from me... XD Apparently, I was talking to a couple of girls from church and they also felt the same way about A. (They're the ones I was emo-ing over because I couldn't find any of them on Sunday.)
They are the few people that make church much more bearable for me. But to me, I dunno... My "friendship" with them is kinda bittersweet. As in I'm glad that they are really nice to talk to, and really friendly... But I also kinda know it's one-sided on my part...
After all, I did join the church a little too late. Everyone had everyone else and they all have their little cliques... And I don't fit in. But at least I can tell, these few girls that I talk to don't really judge... Thank God for small blessings.
Anyway, back to A, apparently he's... Very touchy... And very clingy... And it's kinda creepy... ... Kinda being an understatement.
-------------------------------------------------
Anyway, on Sunday, I was thinking back on something the pastor said. He said that when we die, we would be given a new name, a name that reflects what we are meant to be. Ah... He said a lot of things but that's the only thing that stayed in my head... =X
And part of me wonder, if I were to die tomorrow, what name would I be given? =P
FYI, my name means Grace of God, or Blessed One, or around there, depending on where you find your info.
Anyway, I think I'll sleep early today... Zzz. Been damn tired throughout the week...