When I lose My way,
And I forget my name,
Remind me who I am.
In the mirror all I see,
Is who I don't wanna be,
Remind me who I am.
In the lonliest places,
When I can't remember what grace is.
Tell me once again who I am to you.
Who I am to you.
Tell me lest I forget who I am to you.
That I belong to you.
To you.
When my heart is like a stone,
And I'm running far from home,
Remind me who I am.
When I can't recieve your love,
Afraid I'll never be enough,
Remind me who I am.
If I'm your beloved,
Can you help me believe it.
Tell me once again who I am to you.
Who I am to you, Woh.
Tell me lest I forget who I am to you.
That I belong to you.
To you.
I'm the one you love,
I'm the one you love,
That will be enough,
I'm the one you love.
Tell me once again who I am to you.
Who I am to you.
Tell me lest I forget who I am to you.
That I belong to you, Woh.
To you
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I think this is a really beautiful song... As a Christian, I'd be lying if I stay I'm always walking the path God wants me to. And personally, I think I always take way too many detours and sight-seeing routes. XD
And somehow, to be reminded why you first became a Christian, to be reminded about who you really are and where you really belong, it's a refreshing thing.
Especially sometimes I get side-tracked and lose sight of the things important to me.
And like this other song "Like Falling in Love", being a Christian is really just like a love relationship. First you experience a certain tenderness like nothing else. And there's this warmth that just makes you smile and tears of love and joy just rolls down your cheeks.
And at that moment, you feel like you're in the safest, warmest place on earth and the whole world can just explode around you and you'd die happily. It's that kind of feeling, that kind of love, that I first fell in love with when I became a Christian.
But I'm always curious. I always want to try out things. Especially when I'm told not to, I want to know why. I want to experience why I'm not allowed to do certain things. So yeah... So I tend to veer off path more often than not.
And I can't stand most Christians being so... comfy where they are. It's like, dude! Go out and try something crazy! So what if everyone disapproves! Zzz. Everyone is so happy playing by the rules... Sometimes, I really just don't get it.
I played by the rules before. It was boring and monotonous as heck. Doesn't mean I compromise my own morals. But live a little!
By the way, as of the moment, I'm suffering from Sexy Withdrawal Syndrome. Sigh. Why always like that...
When I connect to someone else, be it Yuki or Kyoya or Sexy, I always miss the connection when they leave. XD
I remember calling Yuki at odd hours during JC because I missed her that much. Kyoya... Hasn't been separated from me for that long yet. I didn't see Yuki for almost 2 years! I went nuts.
And I think I will miss Sexy like crazy too when I go over to China... Oh ya! Remember my worry that 8 months isn't enough time to know a person well? I think I can manage with Sexy. First of all, he ain't that hard to read. =P Secondly, his... Affectionate nature catalyses things actually.
Now to make sure my emotions are not running ahead of me. That... would be disastrous. Where did I put the brakes again?