Wow. A whole year has just past by so quickly that I can't quite believe that a whole year has passed.

To be honest, Year 2 Sem 2 felt like forever ago. And since I entered Uni, my concept of when year starts and ends are kinda screwed up now...

That's why I have a blog! Yay! Please congratulate me later on the sheer genius of yours truly.

Anyway, let's re-cap the whole FREAKING year and see what I've been up to all this while.

First off, New Year Resolutions. ... Well. It's safe to say all my new year resolution plans just went down the drain.

And for my first 2 months, I kinda realised my posts are borderline bitchy. OMG. Kyoya's influencing me! XD

Haha! And it seems this year is a year of "I can't stand Christians!" year... Seriously. Reading back, I have met too many idiots in the church to be comfortable. Either that or I'm now getting to know them better... Zzz.

Ah yes. This is also the year I started dreaming of all my classmates. ^^" I didn't bother keeping track of them. I have no more space in my brain to do that.

This year... Actually, this year has more ups than downs for me. Reading through my posts, I keep smiling to myself. Full of fond memories indeed.

Like when I wore my first dress to school, and everyone's reaction was like "Woah!", and haha! Let's just reiterate the fact that I loved the attention. =^^=

And I've been to so many places in this one year. There's Vietnam, Japan, Hong Kong, Malaysia... In a sense, I suppose this is one of the best years of my life.

My sweet 21st~

FOP PERFORMANCE~~!!!

Watching all sorts of musicals~

Kyoya's DnD Event!! XD Though Kyoya said it was a flop, to me, it is a night I will remember. =^^=

And of course, all my complaining about chinese in general. XD Which will most likely continue next year as well! Haha!

I also did a lot of random memes, now that I'm reading back about it.

And I realise, through my posts, I have been growing quite a bit. I mean, there are still lots of kinks to work out, but I'm glad. I'm improving as a person. Maybe eventually I'll become that person that I'm meant to be. But for now, baby steps. ^_^

Haha!

Anyway, now, as the new year draws near. I shall start making my resolutions early. While I can still remember them.

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NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

1. Courage. To just go out and do things. I don't want to be scared to do things and then regret it. So I pray for courage to just step out and step up.

2. Regarding Sexy, I think I will really just let it play out and see how. This will be my first ever relationship and I really want to see how it turns out. ^^"

By the way, Sexy and I are... Unofficially together. Unofficially, in the sense, he hasn't ask me out yet. But... As Kyoya says, it's only a matter of time. So ya. Yay for me! =^^=

3. MUG ON!!! I really need to hardcore mug for this last sem. I really need to pull up my grades for chinese. Ugh! I tell myself this every year, every time. But I never get there. ARGH.

Anyway, this is my last chance to pull up my freaking grades. Ugh. And I believe it means I'm gonna sacrifice precious time away from Kyoya and Sexy to really just focus on my chinese.

So to Kyoya, when I'm studying at the benches, try not to come over to my table. I would get distracted by your presence and would want to talk. And talking = No work done. =/

So sorry about that. But ya... This time I really need to engrave all those stupid words into my head...

And sorry for pestering you about all the chinese words in advance. I will be bugging you about reading chinese words again.

4. Wisdom. Not just for studies, but for life in general. Like how to handle Sexy eventually, especially when I go to China. And how to juggle Kyoya, Sexy and Studies properly. And to set all my priorities straight. Zzz.

And how to deal with my cell now that the ONLY person making everything in Christianity bearable is leaving for Thailand. On the plus side, I now have her hall. =/

5. And I pray for strength. To get through the year. This year will be a year of transitions and change. And I know I will be experiencing lots of firsts next year.

So I pray for strength to adapt. That I will wait on the Strength of the Lord. Because God knows, I am not strong enough.

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You are the reason I breathe and blink.

I am running for you now in this new world.

This is my love.

Move me to where you are right now.

You come into me and stir my heart.

Bring me a little closer until I can touch you.

~Drive, by DBSK

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