Yesterday and today were rather eventful, due to certain events. XD
Yesterday, the most eventful incident was just after the photo-taking session with our teacher. Haha! I stripped my hoodie off DECENTLY. But apparently, the way I did it almost gave Tamaki a coronary attack. XD
Haha! For all that talk of his, he's actually a rather shy person. Haha! The perfect kind for me to bully. =P And of course me, being me, offered to help him "strip" his hoodie as well, giving him another panic attack. Haha!
Serious! XD Tamaki is almost just like my brothers. Haha! So fun to tekan! XD
And of course, there's my own internship at the dispensary. As much as I really dislike the mod on 草药, I really enjoyed my time at the dispensary. XD
I am really not cut out for lectures and stuff... Zzz. Can't quite focus properly either. I enjoy all the practical lessons more. And it is really so much more fun to learn about 草药 at the dispensary than in class.
And... It also reminds me that I need to read up on most of the 草药 too... XD I forgot most of them already. ^^"
And today. XD I finally found the chance to see Mr. Sexy 2 again! XD It's been a while since I last saw him. Haha! I had forgotten how comfy he is. =P And I had forgotten how... good-looking he is as well. XD
Well... Mr. Sexy 2 tends to wear his shirts in the exact way I happen to find DAMN HOT on a guy... ^^" So yeah... Must remind myself not to stare everytime I see him dress like that. But hey! Free eye candy! XD
And Mr. Sexy 2... Ah hell, I'm just gonna call him Sexy for the sake of easier typing. Anyway, Sexy is also a very comfy guy. I dunno if it's just me, but to me, he gives off this rather relaxed vibe and it's just really comfy to be around him. XD And he's also comfy to lend on too. =^^= Of course, Kyoya is nice and all, but Kyoya tends to give off this "don't-invade-my-private-space" kind of vibe, while Sexy doesn't seem to mind if I did. (At least, I don't think he mind...)
Then again, Sexy is more of a touchy feely kinda guy. So I suppose it's alright? =/
Anyway, I've noticed (yes, I'm slow) that Kitty no longer hangs out with Sexy. Hm... Am I reading too much into it? Or do they still have... unresolved issues? Hm...
Anyway, thinking of unresolved issues makes me think about Kyoya and about what happens if he were to ever find a girlfriend. It's not really hard to imagine actually. Everytime Kyoya talks about the different girls he likes (eg. Jessica from SNSD, Hyomin from T-ara, etc.), I have to put a lid on my feelings.
For a reason. To me, I have possessive issues. =P So to me, Kyoya will always be mine long before he will be hers. So yeah... And I have issues with letting go too. I would know. It took me over a year for me to let Yuki go to Ivan. And even now, I'm still... Not that fond of Ivan... But I've accepted him cos he does make Yuki happy. For now. I dunno about the future though... Sigh.
If Kyoya were to ever get a girlfriend, I think... I would have a similar response. I won't be able to like her, cos I wouldn't be able to let Kyoya go just yet. Yeah yeah, I know I'm selfish. But... I chose Kyoya as a friend those few years ago. And because I did, I suppose I would always consider him mine... Until the day I have to let him go.