Irrashaimasei~! My Never-Ending Story

What am I?

I am a head-turner.
I am angelic. I am innocent.
I am loud. I am simple.
I am possessive. I am obsessive.
I am different. I am special.
I am soft-hearted. I am a giver.

You shall be so fascinated
that you will wake up the next morning
and wonder if you have met God the night before.

Yes, you have.

Close

LOSE YOURSELF
in this wild mix of colours.

Speech Bubbles

Talk to me
I don't bite. Hard. ~_^

COS THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
that you will find laughter.

DANCE LIKE AN ELEPHANT
squeal like a pig.

All I Want

Alternate Realities.

My own house.

My own car.

More jigsaw puzzles to fix.

Fall in love.

Rule the World.

Burn School DOWN.

JUMP, SCREAM, WAVE
YOUR HANDS AROUND
as if you've just lost your mind.

Touch the Sky!

COS WE'RE GONNA
PAINT THE TOWN RED
and we're gonna do it tonight.

Quoting Anonymous

SO STOP YOUR COMPLAINTS
and join the chaos.

Who am I?

I am a student from NTU.
I am from Singapore.
I am 22.
I am a Gemini.
I am loved.
I am a Child of God.

I am Ketsurui.

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THERE WILL NEVER BE
another dimension like this.

On the Run Again

Sunday, October 23, 2011 10:08 pm

Ugh. I have got to write this out before it drives me insane.

I've been having rather odd dreams for the past few days. One of them was about me test-spraying perfume/cologne/God-Knows-What on Kyoya... O.o Yeah... That was the only WTH moment of that dream that I remember.

There's another one about some monster in some pool somewhere and I remember Fluffy and a few more of my classmates were there. And I think we were being hunted. I forgot. And somehow we organised some clean-up crew to eliminate the monster. Except we couldn't quite find it... And I don't remember the rest anymore...

The most vivid one though, was this... Really odd dream. I woke up both mentally and emotionally tired.

I don't know how it started but I remember my dad was saying something damn hurting and I just slapped him. O.O That, was a WTF moment for me. And by reflex, he hit me back. And I dunno... All I know is that I was feeling damn hurt, angry and sad. And I ran. Away.

And I kept running and running. (P.S. Everyone was either in black or white clothes, for some reason) Then someone in white reached out to grab me. Thinking it was my dad, I turned around and punched the person. O.O!!!

Eh... It was actually some guy I recognised from church. The church guys were mostly in white and I think one was in black. Anyway, The one in black reached out to ask me if everything was ok. And I dunno... It was then I broke down into tears, but yet I didn't want anyone to see me cry, so I ran off again.

And I ran from God-knows-what MRT (Doesn't look like it's from Singapore, yet it looks like it's in Singapore...) And I remember someone (one of the church guys?) chasing me. And the more he chased, the more I ran. I believed I ran more in my dreams than I'll ever run in RL. I ran until I got to some park, when... I don't remember what happened anymore... I can't remember if that person caught me or if I escaped.

Sigh. But the slapping and the punching... Totally took me by shock. I am usually very... non-violent in my dreams. I usually run at first sight of danger actually. So yeah... All I know was that latest dream sent me on another emotional rollercoaster. Zzz.

Back to the present?

LIVE IT UP
Suck it up dude.

JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.