Today, after school, I followed Cheers to see the WSC welcome session. And over there, I met Mr. Quirky. XD

I haven't seen him since... Secondary school actually. XD And he is often bullied by everyone else. The most annoying thing about the way people treat him is that, just because they saw one side of him, a rather volatile side, they decided that he is some sort of monster or out-of-control wacko and ostracize him.

But, I dunno, I always had this feeling that he's actually a really nice guy. And he is the one person I have always wanted to befriend, but was too afraid to do so. Haha! Yuki hates him though. But I can totally see why. Like poles definitely don't quite attract after all.

Anyway, I met him outside LT1 and talked to him. XD Haha! I suppose, after all these years, I still have a soft spot for him. No, I do not like him that way, but more of, sympathy I suppose. I have always known what it felt to be on the outside looking in. And I guess there is no one that feels that as acutely as him.

So we just chatted and exchange numbers (or more like, I gave him mine.) And dear boy, how can I call you when I DON'T HAVE YOURS. HAHAHAHAHA!

Anyway, he seems to have toned down, in terms of temper, though towards me, he has never been anything but civilised. XD Though I'm glad to see him talk to his classmates and stuff. ^-^ I'm also kinda curious as to how much he has progressed socially. XD

I mean, ever since I knew him, I have also known that people avoid him like a plague. So yeah. ^^"

And considering how long I've known him, it's almost like watching my own brother grow up and mature. XD

Anyway, he's probably the only person I'm glad to see in NTU from all the guys I've met from my batch. Haha!

Hope to see you someday soon, Mr. Quirky. XD

Back to the present?

9/8
Today was a Fairytale

I'm in HK! And I went out with Kyoya and some of my other classmates. But... I'm not as close to the other classmates as Kyoya. So... I dunno... Unlike Aus, I felt really alone when I was out with them... It's just me I guess... I just really felt as if I didn't belong.

Like I could go off on my own and it probably would have made no difference. It's like being back in primary school days. Really.

But I didn't want to suggest leaving. After all, Kyoya was having lots of fun with them, and their itinerary is really fun, and it would be too dangerous for me to go off on my own.

Sigh. I really have no idea how to talk to them! I mean... They're nice and all, but it just felt weird being with them... So yeah... I felt really out of place there.

Heck, even if Ivan were there, it would have been better than just them... X(

Ah hell... I'm just being a burden, as usual. I'll just deal with it, just like I always do.

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Rest of the trip (because I was too tired to record down everyday)

In the end, I travelled most of HK with Fluffy, Sweetie, Cheers and Little Miss Silly. (The nicknames sound funny, but somehow it suits them all. XD)

Although I much prefer Kyoya's group's itinerary, but Fluffy, Sweetie and Cheers' company made up for it. LMS is more for comic relief. XD Though it's sort of obvious that the group thinks of her as a 5-year-old instead of her actual age.

Btw, Cheers' nickname came about thanks to her fortune in her fortune cookie. XD

Anyway, the group is was in did mostly shopping, which is pointless to me. After all, I have everything I need. Why should I want more? Anyway, I mostly bought food back home for my family. Though I didn't buy much, cause my family don't really like snacks.

We did mostly silly things too, like singing National Day songs in the middle of the ferry terminal from Macau to HK... XD I laughed like crazy when I'm with them. And Fluffy is really easy to talk to, and her comments are also very interesting and funny. In a sense, she makes as interesting a companion as Kyoya. Haha!

The only puzzling part of the whole trip was my thoughts for A. Yes, apparently he's back in my life, and I have no idea what his agenda is... Sigh... Doesn't help that he's now available and MY STUPID BRAIN WON'T SHUT UP ABOUT HIM.

Zzz. I have decided to place him in the "Pending" category, so SHUT UP ALREADY.

And to you, A, I have no idea what are you doing back in my life. Whether you want to be just friends, or something more, or whatever, state your intentions clear. Cause I hate games. And I'm tired of trying to second-guess what you are trying to do.

You disappeared for over a semester. Then you decide to reappear again. Zzz. Make up your mind. Do you want to stay in my life or get out? Sigh.

Back to the present?

Last rehearsal for FOP, and I'm all hyped up for the event. XD

Part of me really wish Friday comes sooner, and Saturday never ends.

You know, when I first started the rehearsal, I was constantly reminded of a song I sang in primary 2:

Lord, I stand in the midst of the multitude
Of those from every tribe and tongue
...

-From Hallelujah to the Lamb

I first sang this in primary 2, and it was the first time I felt God speak to me. It felt as if He was telling me this, instead of it being just a song. Like He was promising that one day I'll stand in front of a multitude and sing for Him.

And, young and naive as I was back then, I held onto this promise.

And now, He's like telling me, this is it.

And I have to say, I'm very excited for it. It's like, I waited my whole life for this.

This will be the moment that defines my life. Up there on stage, dancing and singing my heart out for God.

Andrew Yeo, you waited 17 years to lead this event. I waited 13 years to sing up there.

XD It'll also be the first time I'll be attending FOP. But this year will be a blast! It'll be a time of lots of firsts.

First time worship is led by a Singaporean, first time there's a choir in FOP, first time Andrew Yeo is leading FOP, first time I'm singing to thousands, first time we're singing CHINESE (OMG.), first time over 40 churches are participating, first time the chinese churches are involved, etc.

The first time, I experience joy like this.

This, is like a dream come true for me. I didn't even know I was waiting for it, until it came.

The trumpets will be blown
Dancers dancing, drummers playing
Banners flying high
The triumph of the Lord is here

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