Shipwreck in the sea of faces,
There's a dreamy world up there,
Dear friends in higher places,
Carry me away from here,
Travel light let the sun eclipse you,
'Cause your flight is about to leave,
And there's more to this brave adventure,
Than you'd ever believe,

Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
Because after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest floor goodbye, as you brace the wind and,
Take to the sky,

On the hills of lore and wonder,
There's a stormy world up there,
You can't whisper above the thunder,
But you can fly anywhere,
Purple burst of paper birds this,
Picture paints a thousand words,
So take a breath of mist and mystery,
And don't look back!

Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
Because after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest floor goodbye, as you brace the wind and,
Take to the sky,
There's a realm above the trees,
Where the lost are finally found,
Touch your feathers to the breeze,
And leave the ground,

Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
Because after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest floor goodbye, as you brace the wind and,
Take to the sky,

Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
Because after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest floor goodbye, as you brace the wind and,
Take to the sky.

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There is a guy in our class.

There's no other way to particularly describe him.

Except he keeps missing our TCM lectures. Or at least, that's what BMS(I) keeps complaining about to me...

Personally, and I may be wrong, I just think he's... misunderstood.

He has a soft heart. Too soft, if I might say so. And he keeps putting others and their problems first, and his last. To the point where his own studies suffer, because he doesn't have the time. Because he keeps helping others.

He does try. But he's only human. And there's only 24 hours a day.

Even for me. With just my current modules alone, I'm already struggling, especially for TCM. 草药学 is a bitch. And it doesn't help the lecturer goes so fast, he can probably cover slightly over 2 chapters within 3 hours.

Zzz.

Back to the guy.

His chinese is good. Good enough to help him learn quickly. But not good enough to help him catch up. And this time, the lecturer will not even provide any form of notes for us. So we're sort of on our own now. Not that I mind... But for people like him... He'll drown.

So anyway... This post (though he will never see it) is sort of like a tribute to him... In a sense. He's someone I sort of feel sorry for... Because of his soft-heartedness, he'll end up dying in this stupid race of the world. Where exams count for everything, and degrees matters the most.

In such a world... A heart like his... Will only carry more and more burdens until it crumbles. And I guess... I feel sad for him... For being misunderstood... And still struggling to stay afloat.

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Something interesting I found.

Dunno if it's readable... Looks small... ^^"

But my personal favourite is number 4 and 20. They're wacky enough yet bound to cause massive laughter. XDDD

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Common themes?

Sex, sex, sex
Fight, war, fight
Add in a mix of torture

And you basically have humanity in a nutshell

Seriously.

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ACK!!! This song has been revolving in my head since I have that image of Junsu and those sexy hips of his... ♥♥♥

Be My Girl

Don’t wanna hurt nobody
This is a song for you
Skippin' all the afterparties
Girl, I’m goin' home with you

Don’t even think about it
You gonna feel what we gonna do
Cause we’ll be falling in love all night long

Said I know she wanna be mine tonight
She should know that I can please mine for life
And we gonna have a good time, yeah
When I tell you girl it’s alright
You gon' be my girl

One look from you girl and it’s too hard to get by
But excuse me girl, I been watchin' you
All night’ that’s right, I’d like to
Take this night over
What I’m tryin' to say is you should be mine

She should be my
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
She should be my girl

Wanna make you my somebody
Wanna see this world with you
So hard to find love like this
Chances are far and few
No other one can have you
I want you to myself
My heart is open for you all life long

Said I know she wanna be mine tonight
She should know that I can please mine for life
And we gonna have a good time, yeah
When I tell you girl it’s alright
You gon' be my girl

One look from you girl and it’s too hard to get by
But excuse me girl, I been watchin' you
All night’ that’s right, I’d like to
Take this night over
What I’m tryin' to say is you should be mine

Gonna get you girl
Get you girl
Get you girl
Get you

Then I’m gonna love you girl
Love you girl
You should be mine

Gonna get you girl
Get you girl
Get you girl
Get you

Then I’m gonna love you girl
Love you girl
You gonna be my girl

One look from you girl and it’s too hard to get by
But excuse me girl, I been watchin' you
All night’ that’s right, I’d like to
Take this night over
What I’m tryin' to say is you should be mine

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Digressing a bit: I SAW A TODAY!!! Ahem. Back to the topic.

OMG. Junsu's "baby, baby" is definitely seducing me... Haha! Today was spent on reading Yu-Gi-Oh and writing my lab reports... Zzz... I'm still at Practical 2... And I'm starting to hate how I'm supposed to answer this stupid thing...

I mean... I'm the sort to answer the question directly... And of course, no question expects answer A from you when they ask for it... They also expect B, C, D and E as well... Of course, dear me never knew what those B, C, D and E are... So i've never bothered to write them down...

And people wonder how come I don't do well for labs... Zzz. But I love the lab sessions... AND NOW I WON'T HAVE ANY!!! ARGH!!!

Why? It's replaced with more chinese. =.=

Apparently, we had 7 weeks to learn BMS203, and only 6 weeks to learn BMS205. The best part? The textbook for BMS205 is at least twice the thickness of BMS203. So basically, we're learning a heavier module in a shorter period of time. Hence, we'll be having 24 (18+6) HOURS OF CHINESE EVERY WEEK.

Someone. Kill me.

Back to the present?

I am totally fangirling JYJ (or more specifically Junsu) now that my exam is OVER!!! WHOO!!!

I know I made plenty of mistakes. And there are quite a number of things I missed out... >.> Which becomes more apparent when I discuss some of the questions with BMS(I)... But... IT'S OVER!!! Yay!! I shall not dwell on what I cannot change and enjoy the rest of my "holiday" to the fullest! Namely, to start preparing for MicroB lab report... =.=

But anyway, enough of my life... Back to JUNSU~~!!!

Haha! After the exam, I had a desperate urge to re-watch the JYJ showcase again for that one, particular memory of Junsu which I cannot forget, but can't quite remember either...

And I found it. His SEXY hip thrusts (or as Inume puts it, crotch grind) during the song "Be my Girl". Whoo! I mean... He did it for some part of "Empty", but it was only for a short while... ^^" But for "Be my Girl", he did it for one whole part of the chorus.. So.. Whoo! From what I watched from Youtube, his outfit is more... covered up in Seoul and Malaysia, so the wave is not so obvious... But for Singapore's showcase... XDDD Let's just say his clothes leave not much to the imagination... So when he does his hip thrust/wave thing... O.O Whoo! Haha! Even Inume got distracted, and she doesn't like Junsu that much. XDDD

Junsu's sexy appeal. OWNAGE.

Yeah... Now that I have that wonderful image implanted into my head, I shall go on to find stories to read... I'm feeling deprived of nice stories... =((( Then again... I'm picky when it comes to stories... Zzz...

One day... I will read all of the Highlanders books (for those who don't know, that's the Eragon series) And I will finish my Sherlock Holmes stories... XD But then again... What stories I like to read depends on my mood... XP So, obviously, when school starts, I'm not interested in reading much mystery stories... Cause usually, for such stories, when I start, I usually can't stop until I finish the whole mystery... XD And I can't find the Highlanders books... So yeah...

But usually when I'm in school, I'm interested in short stories. Now to find something to occupy my eyes.

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Yay! My iTouch doesn't allow me to post on blogger... =.= So I couldn't write my JYJ showcase experience yesterday... ;_;

Anyway... YESTERDAY. JYJ. WHOO!!! The showcase itself was held in Expo. XD But the queue to the hall extended from hall 3 to hall 6!! OMG! Thank God, Category A moved fast. And since Inume and I were both in Cat A, YAY! Haha! Ooo! And initially, we were separated by a walkway... Cause the ticket seats says so... But somehow, by God's grace, I managed to switch seats with someone and I got to seat with my dear cousin~~♥♥!!

When the showcase started, it was amazing!! Jejoong, Yoochun and Junsu rose up from the middle of the stage and started singing and dancing their first item "Empty". Whoo!! My heart leapt to my throat when I saw them... Somehow, pictures don't quite do them justice. ♥♥♥ Haha!

And Junsu had a total wardrobe malfunction. XD He looked like a white version of Nezha (chinese mythology hero) Hahaha! But I have to say, he still could pull off SEXY well in that weird outfit of his. XD

Jejoong looked the best, with a lovely white tux, and nothing on the inside. ♥♥ Whoo!! Talk about fan service. ~_^

The back-up dancers were also really cool. They really helped liven up the atmosphere. ^-^

The entire performance itself... Is better watched than described, knowing my crappy elaboration skills. But it was a really amazing performance all in all. The guys were adorably cute during their "interview" with the MC. And they really dance sexily... ~_^ I swear! Junsu's hip-thrust is worth ogling. XD And Jejoong's voice was pitch perfect. ♥♥♥ Hahaha! I'm not quite a fan of Yoochun, but he has this laidback, cheerful, attitude and a velvet, gentle voice throughout the performance that made him a perfect piece to compliment the other two. =^^=

The only down-side is the MC. He was quite a bitch... Seriously. And I'm not the kind to find people like BMS(I) bitchy... So yeah... The MC is really quite... One-Kind, in Singaporean terms. XP He somehow managed to totally insult DBSK, Yoochun's stage name, and all the audience within a span of 1 and a half hour. That takes some kind of talent, I really wish Singaporeans do not have.

And when he knows that their latest album is released barely a week ago (and is already sold out), and he tried to make us audience sing one of the songs in the album. Hello. Of course we don't know the song. But he still insisted on us singing the song, so basically we made a fool out of ourselves in front of our favourite boyband. Thanks MC. He even got the guts to tell us "Don't be so sensitive" and "You want to marry them one day, you wait 10 years also cannot". =.= The marrying part, I'm not that huge a fan as to dream to marry them. But at least HAVE SOME TACT.

Zzz... Even the 3 guys were getting quite pissed off at him... And that's quite an amazing feat, cause the 3 of them are the more tolerant sort. Zzz... That MC... Totally showed them a side of Singapore I rather they never find out... X(

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Moving on to lighter things... Before the showcase, I had to do a little... shopping for some... make-up... XP

Cause for choir, I have to put on make-up every month, so I thought it would be better if I invested in having a make-up kit of my own instead of borrowing my mom's one, which does not suit me at all...

OMG. Shopping... For Make-up... Totally makes me feel like a girl... And I have never felt so embarrassed in my life!!! XD Haha! Usually, I don't behave like a girl... Or consider myself one unless someone points it out... So yeah... This mini shopping trip, was one heck of a mental and emotional disaster which I don't wish to repeat... BUT I HAVE TO. Zzzz... And now, I need to find some God-forsaken bright PINK blouse to wear for choir... Sigh... I can't tell if going to choir is good for my soul or sanity... XD

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Today, choir went really well... ^-^ I saw A. 8D Haha! He's, what my brother calls, my eye-candy. XD Not in terms of looks though. But in terms of personality.

Like... Usually, for most eye-candies, it's usually because their good-looking that why they catch your eye? Well.. A has a rather eye-catching personality (to me). XD And M is eager to try to match-make us together. SIGH. At the moment, I'm too caught up in trying to bring up my grades to even consider such frivolity in my life... XP

So for now, I'll take what I can, and the rest... well... I figure out when I get there. XP

Back to the present?

Sigh... I really have to find a balance between eating and studying... Pushing myself too hard, especially around meal times will cause serious disorientation towards my digestive system.. X(

Sigh... (肝气郁结) XD

And here I am, to complain about things that I cannot really control and my indecisiveness to do anything about it. =( First off... As usual, around this time, every once a month, I would really like to state that I HATE being female... Especially it's TEMPERATURE SENSITIVE and my whole classroom is a freaking ICE-BOX. Zzz! Doesn't help that for the past few days, I've been having mainly snacks and no really proper meals... Actually, I wish I can photosynthesize so that I don't have to eat... But if I don't eat, I will be in pain. A hell lot of pain... Mom says she wants to bring me to see some specialist, but as far as I know, when he is free, I'm not, and when I'm free, he's not. So oh well...

So far... My studies are coming along well... Can be better though... And I think I'm going insane... I still can't prattle off random facts from the lecture notes like my other classmates and I really feel dumb when I study with my friends... Thing is, I can get the general gist of it... But the exam is not really all that nice to test on general stuff... And everyone in class can get the general gist of it... Zzz... But me... Dumb little me can't get it... And I would feel so accomplished when I get the general idea, only to realise everyone is way ahead. UGH.

And now, even as I write this, I am debating whether to eat or to study...

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Zzz. Came back hall and K.O.ed until 6.30 pm... Zzz. At this rate, I think I'd spent more time sleeping than studying... =.=

Zzz... But when my mind is really tired, I can't focus... AND I AM SO NOT PREPARED FOR THE STUPID MICROBIO TEST NEXT FRIDAY!!! ARGH!!!!

Zzz... Even though it's only 3 days in the WHOLE month, the sacrifice for Choir is quite palpable... Sigh... And even now... I have to put my cheerleading on hold... ZZZ! I really need to learn to time manage... But somehow... No matter how I plan it... I still always end up cancelling stuff and putting stuff that I like on hold just for studying... =.= Somehow... There never seem to be enough time to study finish everything!!

UGH! Sigh. How come when the teacher goes through everything, she can somehow make everything so easy and make everything just click together so easily!!! And when we go back to study on our own, suddenly, everything seems so foreign!!!!!!!!!!!!

And since I SUCK at crap-ology 101, I have to find a way to memorise everything!! SIGH!! Why can't I have, like, BMS(I)'s brain... My brain is SO not wired into chinese... XP And which course am I in? The only INSANE one that teaches in CHINESE!!! UGH!!

On the bright side, since Inume got the tickets to the JYJ showcase concert, I can have 1 day of break! ^-^ Yay! But that means I have to find a way to make back the time to study... Damn. 诊断 you bitch! Stop hogging all my time! You are really NOT fun to do... =.=

I'm seriously losing my mind... Sigh... 2 more weeks... Just 2 more weeks... And no more of 诊断... But... Sigh... It's still tough... And I really wish I'm back home...

This torture will only stop by May next year...

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JYJ coming Singapore! AHHHH!! Inume got tickets! AHHH!!!

I AM GOING TO WATCH THEM!!! AHHHH!!!

MY CHINESE IS GONNA DIE!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

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