After... About 5 hours of sleep, maybe less, I feel much better.

I guess the shock from yesterday's surprise wore off, thank God. I finally realised why I hate surprises so much. They make me feel more pessimistic and cynical, and much more prone to tears.

After I typed my blog last night (or this morning), I called F, seeking some form of comfort to pull me out of my moody state. And out of the blue, she surprised me by singing an off-key happy birthday song. I wanted her to stop... But I couldn't. Not when my voice is clogged up in my throat and tears are streaming down my face. And all I could do was laugh it off as much as I can...

All these in consideration, I was surprised I didn't break down when the cell celebrated my birthday.

Currently, my emotional state feels like some hurricane just tore through it and I'm trying to figure out what to do with the wreckage.

So far, the best birthday present ever is that warm kiss from Mom. XD

(My thoughts are quite scattered... So pardon the randomness. And short paragraphs.)

I nearly got into a fight with Dad again... Well... Mom did, I nearly did. Sigh... Sometimes, all my mom wants is someone she can pour out her complaints and frustrations to... And of course, my dad, being male, must try to seek for a solution... XD Dad... She already has a solution. Just let her talk her heart out!

Sigh... Crap... Now I'm tired. But I can't sleep... Not for a long while anyway.

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Today's weather forecast::
Today is coded 8018 in the east. You are advised to bring umbrellas. And a basket. Canines and felines are said to be falling from the sky.

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