I am falling to my knees
I need You Lord to breathe in me
My prayer is still the same
My heart is calling out Your name
Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace
Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me
I’m longing just to see
Your power and Your majesty
Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace
Sweet anointing
Wash me over
Sweet anointing
Wash me over
(REPEAT)
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Sigh... I hate being bothered by things I have no idea about... These few days, have been quite tiring for me... For some reason, I can't sleep properly... All I do is toss and turn until a few hours later, when the stupid Sandman finally came to send me to sleep... >.< But yeah... I'm still tired... And there seems to be something on my mind... But everything I try to figure out what it is, it eludes me... Zzz! =.=
Yesterday, I met with some of the GLs and SA for the SBS FOC. They are quite a funny bunch. But. like always, I usually prefer some people in a group compared to others, even though I just met everyone. XD For this group, I seem to much prefer being around this guy, SM. No idea why. It's just... I just feel more comfortable around some people compared to others... Like for cheerleading, I prefer JA, YX (obviously) and ZH over KY or VR. The former 3... I just feel more comfortable around them... Why? Gut feeling. XD Doesn't hurt that I happen to like one of them... And I'm letting go that feeling... Cause for some reason, I'm making him angry and when he gets angry, he tries to hurt me... And he wonders why I can't trust him...
I know... When you get angry, you flame people... I get burnt enough by my dad, thank you very much... If you know the right words to use, I'll shatter. So sorry for not trusting, but I don't wish to see my world shatter before me yet.
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Oh yes... YX says he doesn't want to bother with me. I wonder if that means he's gonna ignore me or something... I dunno anymore... Maybe he is, maybe he isn't... Ah heck... Best if I give him his space... He seems troubled by something... And I can't help but be concerned for that idiot. (Yes. You are an idiot. Matter of perception.) Sometimes, I wish he would tell me... But then again, he'll most probably say "Don't tell you", like he always does...
ZZZ!!! How do you care for someone who doesn't care???
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My birthday's coming up! ^-^ And I do not know what to feel about it... Yes... When I was young, it is an amazing day where you get presents and stuffs... But now... To me... It's just another day. So how should I feel towards it? I do not know... And I'm tired of feeling... Being apathetic is so much easier. Sadly, I'm human. I feel.
For my brithday, my grandparents want to treat me to dinner, then after that, I'll be watching a movie with my family. What movie? Eh... I'll leave that to my brothers... They're the movie experts. Then on Saturday, I'll go play pool with my family. ^^ And that's about it for my birthday...
I would like to catch a movie with YX too, before I celebrate it with my family. But somehow, I doubt he's keen. Especially with his current mood.
Ooo! I forgot. Zackie is super cute~!!! He is trying to befriend YX, but the silly thing doesn't quite know how... XD And I have no idea how to help him either... >.< He wants to talk to YX and get to know him... But he's too shy to bother him and he doesn't quite know what to say. YX isn't very friendly towards him either. XD Cause to YX, Zackie is but a stranger. XD But still... Awww... Zackie is sooo cute~~ Kudos to him for making the effort to befriend YX. =^^=
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Sigh... My head still spins from tiredness. I have no idea why. I have no idea why I'm bothered. All I know... Only time will tell what will happen in the future... Sigh... Sometimes... I get bothered by things that have yet to come... Zzz.