Haruedo myeot beonssik neol bomyeo useo nan
Su baek beon malhaetjanha you're the love of my life
Geojitdoen sesang sok buranhan nae mamsok
Ojik na mitneun geon neo hana ppunirago
Gakkeum nae mam byeonhalkka bwa buranhaehal ttaemyeon
Useumyeo malhaetjanha geureol il eopdago
Kkeuteomneun banghwang sok teong bin nae gaseumsok
Naega gidael goseun neo hanappun ijiman
Gakkeumssik heundeullineun nae jasini miwo
Oneuldo nan isesange hwipsseullyeo salmyeosi neol jiwo
Naega baram pyeodo neoneun jeoldae pijima baby
Naneun neoreul ijeodo neon nareul itjima lady
Gakkeum naega yeollagi eopgo sureul masyeodo
Hoksi naega dareun eotteon yeojawa
Jamsi nuneul matchwodo neon naman barabwa
Oneulbamdo jisaemyeo nal gidaryeotdago
Nunmullo naege malhae byeonhan geot gatdago
Neol hyanghan nae mamdo cheoeumgwa gatdago
Sueobsi dallaemyeo jinaeon manheun bamdeul
Niga eobsineun nan neomu himdeul geot gatjiman
Ttaeron neoro inhae sumi makhyeo nan
Kkeuteomneun datum sok ginagin hansum sok
Niga gidael goseun na hanappun ijiman
Niga gwichanhajineun nae jasini miwo
Oneuldo nan useumyeo nado mollae jasineul irheo
Naega baram pyeodo neoneun jeoldae pijima baby
Naneun neoreul ijeodo neon nareul itjima lady
Gakkeum naega yeollagi eopgo sureul masyeodo
Hoksi naega dareun eotteon yeojawa
Jamsi nuneul matchwodo neon naman barabwa
Naega igijeogiran geol nan neomu jal ara
Nan maeil muuimihan sigan soge
Ireoke deoreophyeojijiman baby
Neomaneun eonjena sunsuhage namgil barae
Ige nae jinsimingeol neol hyanghan mideumingeol
Jugeodo nal tteonajima
Naega baram pyeodo neoneun jeoldae pijima baby
Naneun neoreul ijeodo neon nareul itjima lady
Gakkeum naega yeollagi eopgo sureul masyeodo
Hoksi naega dareun eotteon yeojawa
Jamsi nuneul matchwodo neon naman barabwa
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Wishing for the impossible... Yet my heart refuses to listen... And keeps yearning. I hate the fact that I miss you so. I hate that I need you in my life. I hate... I hate my heart... For falling for you. But what's done is done. You asked me once, and I rejected. Because it isn't fair... Both for you and me... Yet, a part of me wants you to ask again. Now that I know my answer. But I'm still afraid... I'm so fricking afraid... That I hate the nights when I think of you. Because you're all that's running through my mind.
Haha! Actually, Taeyang's "Make Love" fits my mood better than this song. Except just change all the "girl" to "guy". Haha! But... For some reason... This song fits the situation better... Should the other girl say yes to you... Heck. I think this will be my song for quite a while then... The day I see your FB status turn to "in a relationship"... And I know it's not with me... I think I'm gonna cry... But I'll be damned if I ever let you see them.
Sigh... I'm freaking lovesick. But my mind is in denial, and my heart is trying to drill that fact into my skull. I didn't want this... Damn you for being so... eye-catching. (Your personality I mean) Sigh... I dunno. I just really wish to see you again... I miss I and F too... ;_; Zzz... Sometimes... I really hate myself for being human...
Dear God... Why can't you just make me into some animal... At least I don't have to worry about a thing... All things are provided for by you; I eat, I sleep, I mate, I give birth and I die. Simple life. With a mind, with a choice... Us humans will just complicate stuffs... And make the wrong choices, suffer the consequences, and repeat. Sigh... Sometimes I really wonder Lord... I really wonder...