Irrashaimasei~! My Never-Ending Story

What am I?

I am a head-turner.
I am angelic. I am innocent.
I am loud. I am simple.
I am possessive. I am obsessive.
I am different. I am special.
I am soft-hearted. I am a giver.

You shall be so fascinated
that you will wake up the next morning
and wonder if you have met God the night before.

Yes, you have.

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LOSE YOURSELF
in this wild mix of colours.

Speech Bubbles

Talk to me
I don't bite. Hard. ~_^

COS THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
that you will find laughter.

DANCE LIKE AN ELEPHANT
squeal like a pig.

All I Want

Alternate Realities.

My own house.

My own car.

More jigsaw puzzles to fix.

Fall in love.

Rule the World.

Burn School DOWN.

JUMP, SCREAM, WAVE
YOUR HANDS AROUND
as if you've just lost your mind.

Touch the Sky!

COS WE'RE GONNA
PAINT THE TOWN RED
and we're gonna do it tonight.

Quoting Anonymous

SO STOP YOUR COMPLAINTS
and join the chaos.

Who am I?

I am a student from NTU.
I am from Singapore.
I am 22.
I am a Gemini.
I am loved.
I am a Child of God.

I am Ketsurui.

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THERE WILL NEVER BE
another dimension like this.

Disappear

Monday, May 17, 2010 4:33 pm

Ah heck. I forgot there's a hall application fee. And since it's past the deadline, my hall application is considered void. Yay. To hell with it. I don't give a damn anymore. I'm just waiting for the f***ing spiral to stop going down.

For some reason, I'm struggling with my own crazy emotions right now. It is getting more and more chaotic nowadays. I wonder why. Just want to thank God for I. He's a really good help to have. Now I can see why F likes him so much. I'm glad that he's a friend.

Packed my clothes a little and threw all the stupid boxes outside. I don't care. I'm packing it my way. Zzz... If I don't pack, my Dad's not happy. If I pack, he's still not happy with the way I pack. THEN WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEEP ASKING ME TO PACK?! Zzz. And my foot hurts you idiot. Zzz. Can't you wait until the stupid toe heals at least? No, you can't. You expect all of us to function to your stupid will. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, WE ARE NOT YOUR SLAVES OR ROBOTS!!! WE GET INJURED. WE NEED REST. LIKE ALL HUMANS, WE PROCRASTINATE TOO. So you are allowed to slack off and procrastinate, we can't. Isn't that so hypocritical of you? And yet, you demand perfection from us. Finally, at the end of everything, you wonder why Mom leaves the house. Sometimes, I really wish to leave the house too. Just to get away from you.

So if I don't pack my room, I'm grounded. For goodness sake, I'm 20, not 5. Even if I want to go out, you no longer have the rights to stop me anymore. If you want to disown me, go ahead. I'll leave by myself first, thank you very much. I can stay at Inume's house, provided Aunt S doesn't mind me... XD Since I'm such a burden to you, I can exit your life. Better yet, you go back to China and stop bothering us.

Ah hell... I hate masks. Maybe that's why most of my friends don't usually put on a mask. I can't stand it. Trying to know a person... Only to realise that person is not the person you thought he would be after all.

And the place I loved to call home... Is now a war zone. Except the battles are never on the outside. It's all spy-work and inner conflicts and betrayals.

This house was more like a home without Dad. And I think... That's a truly sad fact... That the person God appointed to be Head... Is the one to take away what it truly means to have a home.

Back to the present?

LIVE IT UP
Suck it up dude.

JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.