Irrashaimasei~! My Never-Ending Story

What am I?

I am a head-turner.
I am angelic. I am innocent.
I am loud. I am simple.
I am possessive. I am obsessive.
I am different. I am special.
I am soft-hearted. I am a giver.

You shall be so fascinated
that you will wake up the next morning
and wonder if you have met God the night before.

Yes, you have.

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LOSE YOURSELF
in this wild mix of colours.

Speech Bubbles

Talk to me
I don't bite. Hard. ~_^

COS THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
that you will find laughter.

DANCE LIKE AN ELEPHANT
squeal like a pig.

All I Want

Alternate Realities.

My own house.

My own car.

More jigsaw puzzles to fix.

Fall in love.

Rule the World.

Burn School DOWN.

JUMP, SCREAM, WAVE
YOUR HANDS AROUND
as if you've just lost your mind.

Touch the Sky!

Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of the remnant of his inheritance? You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy.

Micah 7:18 (NIV)
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COS WE'RE GONNA
PAINT THE TOWN RED
and we're gonna do it tonight.

Quoting Anonymous

Let me shed a beacon of light on those traveling a shadowed path
and lead thee to the paradise beyond as you ride my wings of silver...

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SO STOP YOUR COMPLAINTS
and join the chaos.

Who am I?

I am a student from NTU.
I am from Singapore.
I am 22.
I am a Gemini.
I am loved.
I am a Child of God.

I am Ketsurui.

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THERE WILL NEVER BE
another dimension like this.

For What It's Worth

Tuesday, May 11, 2010 2:46 pm

Idiot. I was just teasing you. Why are you so sensitive all of a sudden??? Now, just because of a joke, you threaten to disown me. WTH?!?! And I can't even tell if you are joking or not. Because first of all, you (like YX) don't know how your words can affect others. And second, you are too manipulative for me to even guess your intent. The scary part is, you didn't even laugh it off. I can't tell where you mean it or not... But for the love of God and all things holy, I SERIOUSLY hope you are joking...

Dad. When will you ever stop manipulating my feelings so that I know the decisions I make are from me, and not from you. You always want me to grow up independent and stuffs. But you keep twisting my ambition, twisting my words, and my feelings to the point I don't even know what I want anymore. I know what you want though. How ironic.

BMS(I) says at least I have good parents. Yes, you do have your good points. You do take care of us. But sometimes... You manipulate all three of us to the point where I'm lost. My brothers solve this by having one goal and they go all out to get it. But for me, it's different. For some reason, you keep twisting my goals round and round, until I do not know where to go or what to do anymore. You keep blowing up things that are small, and downplaying things that should have your focus.

I really do not know how to handle you anymore. If I can't joke with you, if you take my teasing so seriously, then how am I going to talk to you anytime?? And then you wonder why I don't tell you stuffs... You idiot. If you can get your stupid brain off work and focus on the things around you, you'd realise it has never been you who has been supporting the family. It has always been mom. We are her pillars should she fall. Even financially, now mom holds more power than you.

God made you head, not so that you can be some dictator or some tyrant in the family. It means God trust you to have a clear mind and entrust the well-being of the family into your hands. Whenever you fall, God himself will give you strength and help support the family. God has been doing more than His fair bit... When will you realise that to be a better father, you have to learn to be a better person? Not for us, then for God. He is waiting, and so are we.

Back to the present?

LIVE IT UP
Suck it up dude.

JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.