Break Out
Sunday, April 25, 2010 6:22 pm
Sono negai a kanau youni
Inori tsuzukeru kara
Itsu no hi mo, oh
Break out! Break out!
Kitto nada wa
Kanashimi janakute yume no ashi ato
Break out! Break out!
Kimi dake ni shika dekinai koto ga aru
Believe yourself
Shijite (Break out break out)
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Zzz... Made the mistake of telling YX about my blog... Now he wants to read it.. LIKE HELL I'LL LET HIM!!! Zzz... It's my own rantings to myself mainly... But I think the actual reason I don't want to let him is that a lot is about him... Nothing embarrassing... But I'd feel like a fool... >.< Zzz... But... I dunno... I just rather he doesn't read it... I mean... Since there's nothing embarrassing... Just a couple of posts that'll bother me... So it should be ok... Zzz... I see how things goes... Most likely... I won't let him read... D<
I'm at home~~ AND MY DAD IS GONE!!! MWHAHAHAHAHA!! Not that I dislike him or anything, but seriously, if you can live with my dad, you can live with anyone in the world. He's a good guy... Nice... But he's... Hard to live with... In essence... He's the sort that is very dictatorial, very imposing, demanding, fussy, and pretty much demands that everyone be perfect save for himself... >.<
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Bad news: i have 3 papers this week. MB106, BS109 and BS108. I haven't studied 108. I don't want to study 106. And all in all, I'm kinda screwed. And I still need to work on DnD videos and the banner.
Good news: I can go home early this week~~ My exams end by Thursday, so I can leave by then~ Yay! Can see my family faster... =^^= And I still need to pack my room. F is now working, (congrats F!!) so she can't help me... D8 Maybe Mom can help... XD The more the merrier.
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I realised something about the songs that play on loop inside my head... Before BMS101, it was "D-Motion" and "Yorokobi no Uta". Loud, fast and energetic songs. I think it reflects my mood for studying... Like for BMS101, I am very nervous, anxious and my whole mind is just in a storm. And I think the songs keep repeating in my head cause it is like a reflection of what I was feeling then. Now, "Begin" and "Bolero" is repeating in my mind. There's a slightly sad connotation to both songs, probably due to my chinese... But I think I'm more relaxed now that the WORST paper is over... Results be damned. For now, I'm just focused on surviving the next few weeks. With DnD and exams and preparation for these 2, I think I may well lose my mind. Or whatever that is left of it. XD My mind keeps disappearing or getting lost... I wonder why.
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