Irrashaimasei~! My Never-Ending Story

What am I?

I am a head-turner.
I am angelic. I am innocent.
I am loud. I am simple.
I am possessive. I am obsessive.
I am different. I am special.
I am soft-hearted. I am a giver.

You shall be so fascinated
that you will wake up the next morning
and wonder if you have met God the night before.

Yes, you have.

Close

LOSE YOURSELF
in this wild mix of colours.

Speech Bubbles

Talk to me
I don't bite. Hard. ~_^

COS THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
that you will find laughter.

DANCE LIKE AN ELEPHANT
squeal like a pig.

All I Want

Alternate Realities.

My own house.

My own car.

More jigsaw puzzles to fix.

Fall in love.

Rule the World.

Burn School DOWN.

JUMP, SCREAM, WAVE
YOUR HANDS AROUND
as if you've just lost your mind.

Touch the Sky!

COS WE'RE GONNA
PAINT THE TOWN RED
and we're gonna do it tonight.

Quoting Anonymous

SO STOP YOUR COMPLAINTS
and join the chaos.

Who am I?

I am a student from NTU.
I am from Singapore.
I am 22.
I am a Gemini.
I am loved.
I am a Child of God.

I am Ketsurui.

Close

THERE WILL NEVER BE
another dimension like this.

There's Something on My Mind

Friday, March 26, 2010 9:13 pm

There is something on my mind
But I can't tell you what it is
It hidden to deep within the recess of my memories
I, myself, am no longer sure what it is
It's confusing
It's complicating
It's going to turn my world upside down
But somehow
I know I won't regret this
Even if I look back
With tears in my heart
I'll still smile for you to see

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I don't know if I made a mistake. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing anymore. All I know is that he is too nice to me. ... Correction: He is like me. I know that if I view a certain guy as a friend too, I will let him climb all over me... =.= But there is one difference. He knows that I do like him... Why are you doing this to me? I have no idea. Do you want to encourage my silly infatuation with you, before tossing me away? Or do you like me too?

ZZZ. I won't think so much. He is treating me much like how Sam and Zac treats me. XD Is that good or bad? Oh manzzz... I is gonna kill me him for this. Sigh... Is everything worth it in the end?

On FB, he commented on the ACES girls not being his type... I wonder... What his type is...? I sincerely doubt it's me...

Oh hell. Who the hell am I trying to kid?

AAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU IDIOT!!! I'M STILL HUMAN YOU ASS!!! I CAN STILL FEEL THOSE DAMN EMOTIONS YOU MAKE ME FEEL!!! I CAN REMEMBER YOUR WARMTH NEXT TO ME!!!! DAMMIT!!! IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME THEN JUST SAY SO AND DON'T ENCOURAGE ANYTHING!!! HELL PUSH ME AWAY FOR ALL I CARE!!! AT LEAST I CAN STILL STAND ON MY OWN TWO FEET!!! NOW WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK??? NOTHING?!??!?! I'M NOT GOD FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST!!! I AM A HUMAN!!! A BLOODY FEMALE WHO HAS A BLOODY SOFT SPOT FOR YOU!!!

Every action has its consequences. And I think payback will be a bitch. Kuso... Why the hell do you have to be my tranquiliser? I don't know what I should feel anymore... Kuso...

Dear God, why him? Why, of all the idiots in the world, WHY HIM?

Back to the present?

LIVE IT UP
Suck it up dude.

JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.