Irrashaimasei~! My Never-Ending Story

What am I?

I am a head-turner.
I am angelic. I am innocent.
I am loud. I am simple.
I am possessive. I am obsessive.
I am different. I am special.
I am soft-hearted. I am a giver.

You shall be so fascinated
that you will wake up the next morning
and wonder if you have met God the night before.

Yes, you have.

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LOSE YOURSELF
in this wild mix of colours.

Speech Bubbles

Talk to me
I don't bite. Hard. ~_^

COS THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
that you will find laughter.

DANCE LIKE AN ELEPHANT
squeal like a pig.

All I Want

Alternate Realities.

My own house.

My own car.

More jigsaw puzzles to fix.

Fall in love.

Rule the World.

Burn School DOWN.

JUMP, SCREAM, WAVE
YOUR HANDS AROUND
as if you've just lost your mind.

Touch the Sky!

COS WE'RE GONNA
PAINT THE TOWN RED
and we're gonna do it tonight.

Quoting Anonymous

SO STOP YOUR COMPLAINTS
and join the chaos.

Who am I?

I am a student from NTU.
I am from Singapore.
I am 22.
I am a Gemini.
I am loved.
I am a Child of God.

I am Ketsurui.

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THERE WILL NEVER BE
another dimension like this.

I Wonder

Tuesday, March 16, 2010 10:03 pm

There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I will let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

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I'm only human. Sometimes... I really wonder... Why am I who I am? I... don't even understand myself, let alone others... Who am I to judge or to analyse what others do? Who am I to comment and criticise others? Yet, still I do.

I'm just really glad I have my cousin to stabilize my mind at the moment. If YX is my tranquiliser, she's my drug. Hm... Sometimes... I really wonder if he's just nice to me because I like him...? Zzz... Hm... I wonder if I'm even worth the effort... I know my flaws. I ain't blind. I wonder... I really wonder.

... Or I'm prone to be attracted to nutcases... First Josh, now YX. Zzz... Sometimes... Being too nice ain't healthy... For ME at least...

By the way, Operation "Kill Emotion in Heart" is epic fail. OTL Just when I thought I could let him go... He comes right back in... *banging head against wall* I'm such an idiot. Correction: I'M POSSESSIVELY OBSESSED. Crap.

WhyGodWhyGodWhyGodWhyGodWhyGodWhyGodWhyGodWhyGodWhyGod

Going high~~ I miss my family... I know my mom misses me too~~ I wanna go home and just... relax and chill out. Need to retreat to my own sanctuary... To clear my mind.

I wonder... Whether I'd be missed if I were to disappear...? After all, to quote from "The Bucket List", I live, I die, and the wheels of the bus goes round and round.

ZZZ!!! I really should focus on chinese... Focus... Focus... *out of focus*

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I need to blow something up...

Back to the present?

LIVE IT UP
Suck it up dude.

JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.