Koe wo Kikasete
Sunday, January 31, 2010 11:26 pm
Should I hope? Or should I let go?
I can't tell. A part of me wants to hope so much. Another part is telling me to forget it, that it will never be. I don't know what to do.
For now, I'm fine. As his friend. But as it progresses... Should I keep hoping? Or should I let go?
I don't know anymore.
Solution to All Problems
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 9:50 am
I've come to worship
I've come to lift up Your name
For You deserve this
Life laid down like the one that You gave
I have but one voice
One heart and one sacrifice
So won't you take this
life laid down and be glorified
Updates
Thursday, January 21, 2010 9:04 pm
I'm gonna be monologuing for now.
I kinda quit wushu since my last post. I'm in my School's DnD (Dinner and Dance) committee, meaning I'll be planning prom night for my seniors. (trust me, it's hell) And I'm also in my hall's cheerleading team. I was also in the Elevate camp admin subcomm.
Let's go chronologically... XD
First off, Elevate camp. It was the most amazing week of my december holidays. I learnt many things. Namely, I do not share the same sentiments as most girls on most topics. Anyway, the workshops there were very interesting. Wee Kiat got sabo-ed a lot. XD it was very fun too. The worship was great and very hyped. Everyone was full of energy and it was really exciting.
I also did relatively well for my exams. Got a 4.04 average. Not too bad, could be better... Moving on...
Hall cheerleading. I am currently missing it like crazy. I tore my ligament, and it's only a week from competition. Jane says that after that, cheerleading will stand down until next sem. I really don't know what to do. I can't cheer with the others, but I don't want it to end like this either. (This is the reason why I'm blogging this. I need an outlet.)
I may not get enough points to stay in hall in the first place. I only have about 11 points... I need a minimum of 14 to stay. And I don't know much higher-ups in the hall either. (Actually I know no one.) And even if I do manage to stay in a hall, I may not get Hall 14 again. Then, I don't know if I even want to cheer with other people... (Damn, I get attached too easily.) I can join the school ACES team... YX will be there... (I think I'm starting to like him... CRAP!!!) But... They train, like, 5 times a week, and I don't know if I'm good enough to be inside, or if I can commit the time to cheerlead there.
Sigh... Currently, I'm feeling quite down. I miss J and KY bullying A (and molesting him... XD) I miss J2's lame jokes and interesting expressions. I miss YX's odd antics and cheekiness. I miss M's silliness. I miss VR's niceness (as odd as it sounds...) I miss ZR's and WC's teasing.
So... even though I know they will never see it, here's a Shout Out to you guys: I MISS YOU IDIOTS!! LET'S HANG OUT SOMETIME OK??
Ya know... I miss cheerleading... I miss being tossed around... =.= I'm getting masochistic... Actually, I miss the adrenaline rush and the thrill of being a flyer. Despite all the noise I make and the nuisance I was, I really like cheerleading... Zzz... God, what am I to do?
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