Hey all. Today in church, I once again felt the presence of God. (It felt like royalty... Duh... God is King ain't He?)

I've been trying to have a constant daily devotion with God (Yes. I even made the online link as my homepage so I won't forget...) and although the timings' are kinda irregular, the basic point is: I actually spending time with God everyday, albeit for a short amount of time...

However, I think that even that small bit of effort is worth all the while. Now, I can focus on God easier, and that I can "be still and know He is the Lord" much quicker than before. Originally, it takes a while cause my mind wanders... (And wanders it does... often.)

I'm glad. This kinda mean that I am drawing closer to God, slowly but surely. ^-^ Looks like my new year's resolution is not gone after all.

Now it's a rather nerve-wrecking time for me. I need to move to a hostel, and got to buy stuffs there... Cause the stuffs in my home aren't enough... (My dad suggested buying a fridge! And to send my maid over every week to clean it! Zzz... Might as well ask for a bellboy while he's at it... -_-") Dude! It ain't my first time staying in a hostel! I can look after myself! (Isn't that the point of getting a hostel in the first place...?)

Then I have to get electives... I thought maybe I can get through all my required amount of AUs from electives within Sem 1, however, I was warned that I may not get the electives I hope to get, as the electives changes and it's subjective to the different semesters. And it's on a first-come-first-serve basis. ZZZ!!! And I have to get used to school again...

Next comes my spiritual walk. I want to serve in the praise and worship ministry in my church, however... Zzz... I dunno!!! I was told to try out the choir first to learn the techniques, then join as a backup singer (which is what I want...) Then someone else told me I can join directly, as those singers in the friday cell meetings also don't have experience in singing. @_@ I'm a little lost... (A little is an understatement...) There is too many things going on at the same time, and they are all big decisions that I have to make. (Big to me at least...)

While I know that God is supposed to have control of my life, (and I do give him control...) but I at least want to know what's gonna happen to my life at this uncertain point. And I really dislike not knowing... But then again, God will only let me know in His time... (Dear God, I wish you really would hurry up...) *sigh...* All part of growth I guess... Still doesn't stop me from antagonizing over them...

Then there is a programme called "Defining Moments" in my church that I really want to invite people to come... It's gonna be real fun! There's 2 really wonderful speakers *coughclownscough* among the others and I have a feeling it is gonna be one heck of a programme! =^^= 'Sides, there is talk of a revival going on in my church. I have no idea what is a revival; how it's supposed to happen; what it does; etc, but for the heck of it (since it does involve God...) I'm going in! ^^"

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Hey all. I was bored, so I was sourcing around for new templates for my blog... And... It will be quite a few changes... ^^"

Oh yeah! Inu-chan (Trish) , I stole some ideas from your blog! =P

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Hey all... This time, I think I'll keep my post short... Don't know what to write...

I went out with my JC friends on Wed; had a really HUGE sundae, and got a sore throat in return... -_-" Which got infected due to my sinus... Yay... Thank God... (In all things, be it sickness or health, praise the Lord...) I can't tell if I'm being sarcastic or not...

Then I went to Cosfest 2009 on Saturday and Sunday. Saturday, I couldn't stay long. I have a seminar to attend. But I bought lots of Hibari-related things... Pictures, posters, postcards, etc... *hearts!!!* If you want to see pictures of Cosfest, go to Trish's blog. I don't do cameras... But I had lots of fun there! I'm not a fan of cosplaying, but it's a connection to my cousin and my friends, and I will keep that link, even if I don't like it much...

On Friday and Saturday, (It's not in cronological order...) I had a seminar with Dr. Corne Bekker, a South African pastor with a Italian wife. His son is SUPER CUTE!!! Anyway, he was teaching on how to persue a deeper intimacy with God. I'm still struggling to listen to God's voice... -_-" He needs a megaphone when it comes to me... But somehow, He still gets me to understand... I will never figure out how. Now that I think about it... I have lots of things to do... But I don't quite know where to start... Somewhere would be good... XD

Zzz... My emotions are in a mess and I don't know how to figure them out. I got all paranoid about my friendship with Francine... >.< Thank God she is very understanding... She may not be a Christian... But I can count on her for many things. *sigh...*

I'm very nervous about many things now... First and foremost is school. No matter how many times you've been to school, going there is always a nerve-wrecking experience for me. For my first 5 months, things are going be moving very slowly, so I wanted to sign up for things, like a manga-drawing workshop in August. Then I have my driving test (which is a major freak-out point for me...) And I'm moving into a hostel, like within the next 2 weeks or so... I don't even know what the hostel looks like and how to plan the layout of my room with my new roomie... ZZZ!!! If you can't tell by now, I really dislike not knowing things... I also dislike not having control... But the thing about God is that you're not supposed to have control... Zzz... This is gonna one hell of year...

Apparently, the post got longer as I write... So much for trying to make a short post...

ZZZ... Want to change my blogskin again...

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Hey all! Sorry I haven't posted in a while (in a long long while again... Still can't beat 2 years ne?) ~_^

First off, Leo and Kim (my german shepherd) died... Barely 2 weeks after I got Leo, he jumped off 7 storeys to his death... Why? Cause he saw Kim, who was sick. Kim, who couldn't even get up properly due to her illness, chased the cat... And the cat jumped... Kim died too that night... She was too weak to fight the illness anymore... It was one sad day. My mom cried non-stop that day... As for me, i refused to stay in the house... Otherwise, I'd start bawling too...

Now in the house, the only animals left are Tabby and Chocy... They're doing well... Getting FAT. -_-"

Anyway, I got accepted into NTU... (Supposed to...) Apparently, they didn't receive my application... So I was wondering why didn't I receive any new from NTU. (Of course the wonderful, all-so-clever me didn't realise this until over a month late...) Anyway, I completed the application process mostly in 2 days. Yay! (And that's because on day 1, the sever jammed...) I am so awesome! Ahem... Anyway, Since March, there are a few highlights of my life.

Until June, since I couldn't work in the pet clinic anymore, I worked in a bubble tea store instead. It's not very well-paid... (Only $4 an hour...) But it was a really fun place to work at. Plus, my family gets free bubble tea whenever they wanted. ^-^ Anyway, I've stopped work now... Thank God cause there is a lot of internal battles and disputes before I left. Thanks to Him, I'm not caught up with it. And I've saved up a bit of cash too! (Which Sam easily caught up with his bloody Edusave awards...)

Next Highlight: I went on a mission trip to China! It was really fun. But since it's relatively confidental... I can't post much. But we taught English there, the children were so cute!!! We had a Singapore Food Carnival there too, where we introduced Singaporean food to the Chinese. They love it! =^^= God saw us throught that entire mission trip! We went there nearly unprepared, yet He provided all the food for the carnival, and the personnel for the slideshows to advertise Singapore. At the end of the carnival, the food prepared was just nice, no more no less, even though over 2 times the estimated number came. It was like the 5 loaves and 2 fish modern style! (You have to admit God does have a sense of style in His ways...) *Sigh* I will always love God, forever and always.

It took me a while to realise this, but while I'm not strong in the Word or in spirit or in anything... But what I do know is that come what may, my love for God will never fade or change... True, I will love my anime and manga and characters (smexy characters at that! *coughHibaricough* ), but should God comes... I REFUSE TO GIVE IN!!! I will follow God all my days. Amen! ^-^

Ah yes! I also somehow destroyed my iPod during my china trip, so I got my Dad's iTouch instead. AWESOME!!! And I went to Ubi View to fix the headphones too. Francine and I got so lost that we even got a taxi driver lost! Haha! Then we realised that Ubi View is just round the corner. Hahaha! I was never so glad to see a building! Anyway, they fixed my headphones, end of story.

Note to self: Buy duct tape to never spoil the internal wire again...

Oh yeah! I'm going to Trish's house more often to practise my drawing before I go uni! Need to do something to occupy my time otherwise...

Side-Note: MY DRIVING TEST IS ON A FRIDAY!!! HOW AM I GONNA SKIP SCHOOL!!!

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