This is probably the best song to describe all the emotions and feelings and drama between Cross and I.

For some reason, everyone thinks I should just break up with Cross and I'll get over it soon. Heck. Even Cross thinks that.

 News flash people. I don't fall out of love that easily. When I love, I love deep. Hell. I loved a fictional character for close to 6-7 years. What more about a real person? Crushes are different. Those come and go quickly.

But when I love... It's a different matter altogether.

Sigh... Oh well...

Anyway, managed to talk to one of my cell members today. =D It helped a lot that she's a lot like me and she went on an exchange just last year, so she totally gets what I'm feeling, on an emotional level. ^^"

And was talking to her about Cross and all, and sometimes... I think figuring out an answer is also based on what kind of questions is asked... Like about the salvaging our relationship thing, she suggested I should have asked how he plans on doing it, rather than just question the logic of it.

After all... it seems that logic and emotions is kinda an inseparable mix when it comes to Cross. To me, they are 2 different entities.

And I'd probably figure out more by the actions taken than by the emotions behind the words.

Ugh. This is why I always have issues dealing with emotional people... I can use emotions in my words, but I sure as hell can't interpret them for nuts.

Zzz. I miss talking to the girls in cell. Haha. From what I hear now, it's a bunch of crazy there and part of me wanna join in the fun. Sigh. But I'm here. And they're there. And I just need to hold it together for a few more weeks and I can go home already...

Back to the present?