Irrashaimasei~! My Never-Ending Story

What am I?

I am a head-turner.
I am angelic. I am innocent.
I am loud. I am simple.
I am possessive. I am obsessive.
I am different. I am special.
I am soft-hearted. I am a giver.

You shall be so fascinated
that you will wake up the next morning
and wonder if you have met God the night before.

Yes, you have.

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LOSE YOURSELF
in this wild mix of colours.

Speech Bubbles

Talk to me
I don't bite. Hard. ~_^

COS THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
that you will find laughter.

DANCE LIKE AN ELEPHANT
squeal like a pig.

All I Want

Alternate Realities.

My own house.

My own car.

More jigsaw puzzles to fix.

Fall in love.

Rule the World.

Burn School DOWN.

JUMP, SCREAM, WAVE
YOUR HANDS AROUND
as if you've just lost your mind.

Touch the Sky!

COS WE'RE GONNA
PAINT THE TOWN RED
and we're gonna do it tonight.

Quoting Anonymous

SO STOP YOUR COMPLAINTS
and join the chaos.

Who am I?

I am a student from NTU.
I am from Singapore.
I am 22.
I am a Gemini.
I am loved.
I am a Child of God.

I am Ketsurui.

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THERE WILL NEVER BE
another dimension like this.

Life, with Murphy's Law in it

Monday, July 23, 2012 12:09 am

Ugh. It really can't get any "better" than this.

First of all, I'm caught in the middle of some crazy-shit soap drama between Cross and Yuki.

Long story short, Cross thinks they're not gonna work out in the end, and is considering out. Yuki thinks love will pull through somehow. Or she wants to break up too. Or GOD KNOWS WHAT SHE THINKING!!!!

UGH. Yuki's too private in her thoughts for me to know what she thinks sometimes... There are times it's logical. AND THERE ARE BIZARRE MOMENTS LIKE THIS!!!

For now, the situation is, Cross has been playing middleman for us the past year or so. Every time I wanna meet with Fran, or he thinks we're not meeting enough, he would help us arrange some sort of meeting for us.

And I dunno... A part of me is really glad he's helping. A part of me has this fear that Yuki's just agreeing to it, cause he insists. And not because she wants to see me. After all, Yuki has Cross, and she definitely doesn't need me in her life... So yeah...

And for the latest outing, Cross told me that Yuki was mad at him for trying to get us together, instead of spending time with her (they spend at least 5 days a week together...) And I forgot the "don't tell Yuki" part. And I asked her if she was mad at Cross, and if she didn't want to see me.

Of course, typically, Yuki gave that "of course I want to see you, you're my best friend" kinda speech, but apparently, afterwards, she accused Cross of trying to sabotage her friendship with me.

And no. I absolutely do not see the logic in it...

Anyway... Now, Cross is pissed off. And. UGH. WHAT WAS YUKI THINKING!!?!?!?!

UGH. Anyway, the whole relationship issue between Cross and Yuki is pretty much like a soap drama itself... So including this... It just got a whole lot dramatic...

Oh yes. The top dramatic point of this whole piece of shit is... Cross is getting emotionally attached to me. (As in, he's starting to have a crush on me.) BRILLIANT. Someone up there is definitely having a blast and eating popcorn somewhere.

And my bloody thesis refuse to send to the prof!!! I send it at least 3 times, before deciding to hell with it all, and using my ntu mail instead of my usual gmail. CAUSE GMAIL IS SENDING THE DAMN THING BACK TO ME.

Life is wonderful.

Back to the present?

LIVE IT UP
Suck it up dude.

JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.