Sensitivities
Tuesday, June 12, 2012 9:52 am
Zzz! I have a feeling I made Kitty upset yesterday. At least, I think I did... Cause yesterday, she just walked out of lab once it ended, without waiting for me or saying goodbye... So... It's either she's in a rush, or she's upset at me, or both. Zzz.
I am totally bad at dealing with girls, now that I think about it... I am not a very sensitive person... And girls tend to be a bit too sensitive for me... =P Heck, Yuki is a tomboy, and is about as sensitive as Tamaki.
And Shell has no qualms about telling me straight to my face that I'm an idiot when I offend her in any way.
But yeah... I never quite realise my... Lack of sensitivity until Kitty and Sweetie. Personally, at that moment, I don't see what I did wrong. It's only later when I think about the events of the day and I go "Oh GOD. Why did I say THAT?!?!"
For Kitty, I suppose it's because of lab... It's not like in snatching anything. It's just... Well... As my mentor says it, I do it. And I don't like idling around or watching people do stuff. I want to be the one doing them. Selfish of me, I know.
And Kitty was really tired yesterday too. So I thought I could let her rest a bit, while I do the stuff... Then I could type out the procedure for her and let her do it the next time round. But... I suppose I didn't see it from her point of view that she's being ignored in lab and me snatching all the work...
Zzz! Doesn't help that when I go into work mode, I tend to forget other people exist and that Kitty is also learning this with me...
So yeah... Work-wise, all is well. But God help me, I seriously NEED to work on my people skills... Sigh. I am such an idiot...
Hopefully, today will be a better day... Zzz!
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