Ugh. YOU IDIOT!!
How on Earth do I tell you to get the hell out of my life, while being nice and all? Grrr...
First, it was much easier to pull the "my schedule is busy with my hell timetable" thing with you... But now that holidays are here.
Now... It's just awkward on my part... Sure, I mean, I don't mind going out with you WHEN THERE IS A GROUP OUTING.
Now, it's just plain annoying. I really just want to tell you to stop bothering me. And no, contrary to your belief, I do not appreciate your company. Sure, maybe I once did. Once upon a time, that is.
After you left, I sealed you out. Don't you dare waltz back in as if you have been in my life all along. Please stay out of my life, which is the place where you belong. Zzz... When I'm bored, and when I want company, I was talking about people whom I call friends, or allies even. Not someone like you. You were someone I knew. And the more I knew, the less I wish to know.
For someone who has been through a lot, I sort of expect a more mature person... Like Kyoya. But now... Ugh. All I get is a strong sense of discomfort and the sentiments along the lines of "Dear God, it's him" whenever I meet you.
Your actions are... disgustingly clingy to me. I mean, in public, when I HAVE to encounter you, especially in church, at least it's easier to block my thoughts and feelings. But when I'm left alone to think, ... Ugh... I dread meeting you, in all honesty.
And I can't talk to you... After all a while, most of your conversations are more or less the same topics... If it's not about family, it's about church. And that's about all we can talk about...
I mean, sure, family is my comfort topic, but there's only so much I can rattle on about them. And by the way, I can't stand your little mask. Always pretending to be so cheerful, is it an un-Christian thing to actually be sad? Why must you put up such a mask? The more I see it, the more I really wish I don't have to see it.
Ugh... I suppose the thing I can't stand the most about you is how much like a kid you are. I mean, sure you love them and all, but I can't stand 23-year-olds acting like a 6-year-old. -_-
For LMS, she's younger than me, so I can still tolerate her, to some extent... But for A... I can't... It's worse than watching my dad... At least when my dad is being childish and all, my mom buffers almost everything away. And my dad is family. He's granted certain exemptions when it comes to things I can't tolerate.
For A... I would actually tell you to GET LOST, if I weren't so nice... So therein lies the problem... How do you NICELY tell someone to "get lost"?