Plans and Hopes
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 5:41 pm
Yay! The last few touches of RTC is on the way! Today, we went to NTU to meet with a psychology professor who will be sharing his life experience and his experience in Christ at our RTC project. XD It sounds like it's gonna be an interesting evening. ^^
Though, as usual, I'm worried about the things unknown. Whether people will enjoy the programme or not, whether things will go out of hand, whether this, whether that. XP Zzz... Note to self: I must really really learn to trust God. XP Zzz... But trust... Is not something I give easily... =(
And on the way back, it rained like crazy. X( The car skidded a few times... XD THANK GOD I'm still alive after all that skidding, raining and my driving. XP And I am so glad my mom ain't sitting in that car! XD She'll do all the panicking for me... ^^"
But I got everyone back safe. Yeah~! ^-^
Now, I'm sort of worried about the sleepover... XD And tomorrow's picnic... And choir... Wow. I have a lot of events. Well... A lot to me. I'm not so bothered about the picnic and choir though. They will settle themselves... But for the sleepover... Zzz... I have no idea what to expect actually... L and her sister may be coming, PROVIDED her mom allows... (Which I doubt.) And I have no idea about YX... Or what the other guys would think if he wants to join... (Which I have no idea if he's coming or not... =.=) And I also have no idea what the hell will we be doing except for watching horror movies and drinking some alcohol. XP Sam suggested playing pool. XD ARGH!!! I hate uncertainties!!! Then again, it's kinda stupid to have some timeline plan for a sleepover... XP Zzz...
I worry too much. About unnecessary things... But somehow, even if I know this, it doesn't stop the fear, anxiety and nervousness that constantly run through me... I can't stop being worried, unless I really don't give a damn about it... But... Such things... Are my responsibility. I can't not care about it... Hence, the worries. =.= I am so thrilled.
Sigh... With all these concerns buzzing around me... I just wanna cuddle up to my brothers... ;_;
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