God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength of each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way
Through a roadway in the wilderness He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and Earth will fade
But His love will still remain
He will do something new today...
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Somehow... I wish to see a road... But I ain't seeing anything.
Today, M made for me a really cool calendar all by herself. It looks so cool too! Like a photograph! And well... She was finding some pictures of me on FB and made a postcard out of it too. And she chose the picture YX took of me when we were going to Body World. XD Looking at the picture really made me feel nostalgic. And with the above song in mind... I sometimes do wonder... Is there a way? Or there isn't?
GAHHH!!! Sometimes I really hate falling in love. Cause all you do is fall. And I have enough of falling, running and dying from my dreams already. This is so dumb. If I choose to run away from my feelings and live in lovely oblivious denial, then I won't fall, but I'll be constantly running. And if I choose not to run, I'll fall. All the way to Hell. Yay. Wonderful choices I have. ARGH!!! Why can't my stupid heart choose someone more reasonable, like BMS(I)?!?! Or BMS(E)... =/
Been reading about war lately. War in D.Grey Man, war in Harry Potter, war in FMA, war in crossovers. As long as it's not about love, joy, peace, happy ever after, etc. I'll be happy. Part of me thinks what I'm reading now is reflecting my current feelings. Apparently, according to that part of me, I'm at war with myself. Can disagree with that part. After all, war and destruction is part of human nature... But I'm currently wondering about my obssession with war part. The most ironic thing is... While I searching for more and more destruction, within that destruction, I'm still looking for a pure heart...
Maybe that's why even though I agree with Inume that Kanda is way cool, I still much prefer Allen... Or maybe it's because he so happen to have a split mind (the 14th Noah) and I just to happen to love psychos. Whee~
Now... I have 2 malay songs I NEED to remember by tomorrow or M will find a way to murder me... XD As long as I'm not holding the mic, I should be fine. XD I... don't have that self-confidence to grab the mic and sing my heart out yet...