Ah! Tuesday was a really great day spent with Kyoya! =^^=

And I learnt a few things about Sexy too. =P

It seems Sexy initially thought Kyoya and I were together. So he didn't chase me. Or something like that.

Anyway, I have no idea how long ago was that... Nor do I know whether his feelings have changed, or whether he would "make his move", according to Kyoya, when school starts.

So, I think I'll stick by my original plan. The "Let it play out and see what happens" plan. I know what's going to happen on my side of the story. It's fairly predictable. If you still don't have a clue, let me give you a hint: I tend to fall. Fast.

But for his side... I have no idea... Unlike Kyoya, I seriously suck at guessing people's actions or personalities... And I don't really know Sexy all that well. =/

So for now... I'll just pray. For the courage to fall, cry and get back up again. Haha! Cross was talking to me about it. (or should I say, I was talking to Cross about it.) And of course, Cross was being his usual self (which is an ass), but as much as I don't like him, he has good judgement on people and he has a good heart.

Zzz. But I still don't like him.

Anyway, for Christmas... I HAVE TO SING CHINESE SONGS. HOLY CRAP!!! I'm gonna die memorising the lyrics... Ughhhh...

Why I'm suddenly ranting about chinese? Choir practice is tomorrow. Yay.

Ah heck... I shall not think too much about these things. If he does like me, well... It'll probably be as frightening and as exciting as wandering into uncharted waters. If not, I will still have a friend. And for next year, I shall walk, laugh and cry.

And I will not be afraid. >=)

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