Zzz. I haven't written in a while and I have so many things I want to say...
First of all, to Kyoya, the history of the church is full of darkness and chaos. The bible is still incomplete, the people in the church who call themselves Christian are flawed. But... But, I know that the love that God gives, God himself, is perfect and true.
But I have no idea how to show you or prove it to you. But, I hope one day, you will find your answer as to whether there is or isn't a god, and that you will find the meaning of your life.
And somehow, I can totally imagine WK and Kyoya debating (arguing, more like it) about the church, about God and about faith... And somehow, that imagination never cease to amuse me. XDDD or maybe I'm just sadistically happy to see both of them fighting with words.
And as far as I know, I can't imagine either side losing.
Next on my mind, HALL OPENING!!! OMG. Everyone was awesome that evening. And watching them makes me wish I could join back cheerleading again. Maybe I will... XD
But most of the guys may not join again... I dunno... I guess I'll see how...
Zzz. Have my mid-term test next week... I'm still only at chapter 1!!! The test is until chapter 7 and he will only finish teaching that on Monday. The test is on thursday... How am I to finish studying!!! The only way to finish studying is to finish at least one chapter everyday. Which is impossible.
There are at least 1-3 ji on average per sub-chapter. And there are about 3-4 of such sub-chapters per chapter...
And my chinese sucks... I still struggle with all those Chinese words. And I need to mumble to myself now it seems... XD cause I can't seem to get the songs right. I keep mixing them up with each other... They all use similar sets of herbs!!! Zzz!!!
And I miss home now... I miss my daily hugs from my brothers... =(((
And though i can't call it a substitute, but hanging out with Kyoya helps, I suppose. ^^" so thx Kyoya. For just being there.
And another crazy thing on my mind... My "lovely", "marvelous" cell leader wants to appoint me as RTC rep for my cell... And she wants an answer by tomorrow... Wonderful.
Personally, I don't want to take charge of the event. I think I have enough things to worry about without that extra burden... But I promised her I would think about it... Sigh...