Cat's Paw

This is one nice story about death, life and a little about facades... Actually, it's more like running away. Something I'm very familiar with. Somehow, I could identify myself with Lois. After all, I'm quite a lot like her. A little deluded girl living in a deluded world, seeing all those black lies and being such an idiot.

She wanted out from her lifestyle, and yet, part of her still remains. The part where she constantly depended on Dory, for one. Though there's a certain immaturity about her... The part where she was blind to her father... I'm not blind... I know my dad loves me. But his actions... Sometimes they show it, sometimes they don't. And I guess my brothers and I all learnt to tune him out after a while. XD And I thought it was just me... Then I learnt that Sam does too. Except he's more discreet than me. =.= Thanks bro.

Also... If I were to ever run from my home... I would have considered all the thoughts of working, living, etc. already... No point running away if you have to end up running back anyway. And true... I've considered them before... Yes, my dad can be that much of an ass, but deep inside, I know I can't. My family means too much to me to leave them. So if I have to put up with an overbearing father, so be it.

Thank God when my brothers go to the army, I'll be away in China. God knows what will happen if I have to deal with him without them around. I'd probably lose my head. XD

Oh yeah, this is a shoutout to my dear Inume:

Don't give up! Don't give in! I know you can do it! So ganbatte!! We can go out or fangirl over DGM or marathon LOTR after the exams so hang in there!! The storm will fade eventually and then you'll be right as rain again. ^-^

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