Irrashaimasei~! My Never-Ending Story

What am I?

I am a head-turner.
I am angelic. I am innocent.
I am loud. I am simple.
I am possessive. I am obsessive.
I am different. I am special.
I am soft-hearted. I am a giver.

You shall be so fascinated
that you will wake up the next morning
and wonder if you have met God the night before.

Yes, you have.

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LOSE YOURSELF
in this wild mix of colours.

Speech Bubbles

Talk to me
I don't bite. Hard. ~_^

COS THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
that you will find laughter.

DANCE LIKE AN ELEPHANT
squeal like a pig.

All I Want

Alternate Realities.

My own house.

My own car.

More jigsaw puzzles to fix.

Fall in love.

Rule the World.

Burn School DOWN.

JUMP, SCREAM, WAVE
YOUR HANDS AROUND
as if you've just lost your mind.

Touch the Sky!

COS WE'RE GONNA
PAINT THE TOWN RED
and we're gonna do it tonight.

Quoting Anonymous

SO STOP YOUR COMPLAINTS
and join the chaos.

Who am I?

I am a student from NTU.
I am from Singapore.
I am 22.
I am a Gemini.
I am loved.
I am a Child of God.

I am Ketsurui.

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THERE WILL NEVER BE
another dimension like this.

Monday, December 06, 2010 11:56 pm

I refuse to fall. I refuse to fall. I REFUSE TO FALL DAMMIT!

Side-tracking, my chinese is (hopefully) improving... X( BMS(I) says that I'm improving... albeit slowly... Zzz. I wish I could progress faster... ARGH!

Sigh. There has been a lot of things bothering my mind in the recent times... Namely a certain male... Chinese, singing and learning guitar, CHINESE, and the boy. Wow. I am such a deep person.

Zzz... Doesn't help that he's really friendly (and very cute). Seriously... I think whoever has him as a boyfriend/husband is damn lucky. Heck! Even my mom says so. Fyi, my brothers and my mom knows him cause he tends to hang around with us for breakfast almost every other sunday. When he's not busy that is.

Sigh. I don't want to hope when I know there is no hope... He ain't looking for a relationship now and when he graduates, I'll be over in China. Yay. Sometimes, I really hate my heart.

And it doesn't help that those few who knows think that it's possible that we'll work out. I seriously doubt it would. Sides... I don't know him that well yet... Zzz. I've only known him for... About half a year? Zzz. But seriously... He's an easy guy to fall for... I kid you not. He is really cute... XD Not just in looks but in character too. If I were to give him a colour... From what I know of him, he's a definite yellow. XD But I also know there is an underlying blue in him... Zzz. My two weakest colours...

I realised I tend to fall for guys that are either bright green or yellow. But the ones that really want to have a long-term relationship, be it as a friend or more, are blue.

Sam is blue, Inume is blue. Heck, my mom is blue. XDDD The 3 most lovely people in my life. And Zack is green/yellow.

I always joked with my brothers that if they ever fuse together, they would be the most ideal person I'd fall for. But I always doubt such a crazy person existed. Apparently, he does. =.= ACKKK. Bad time. Bad time.

I gotta focus... FOCUS... CHINESE... RAWR... ;_; Somehow... The thought of him is sooo much more appealing than my *ugh* notes... And yet, so much more painful. Zzz. I think my life is eventful enough without all my emotional dramas. Zzz... And yet... They never really do fade... And they do strike back with a vengeance sometimes too. SIGH.

Back to the present?

LIVE IT UP
Suck it up dude.

JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.